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- 4y
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- OCD Conqueror
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- 4y
It’s not totally predictable what OCD will go after. Often it does attack what you value. Sometimes it’s just totally random though. It will go after whatever it can really, in my experience.
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It really depends how you get triggered. If a thought comes up that really scares you or that you try to control, it can then manifest itself as an OCD. Why it triggers different things is really hard to say. But The themes can change depending on what your mind is focusing on. But it’s a good question. I’m not able to answer why you don’t have certain OCDs but it sounds like POCD is something that’s really hard for you to deal with and it might be because hurting your family is a thought that might not be as repulsive as committing pedophilia. But I’m just guessing here. And it really doesn’t matter, because get ocd treatment through erp will help you deal with any of them
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value ur morals? i think
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- 4y
Ehh I think it often can attack things that you feel like would make you a bad person. For example I have this fear that cheating is the worst thing in the world so I always am afraid I have cheated some how. Some people thing being a pedophile is the worst thing ever so they may have thoughts about this whereas I believe pedophiles are often people who were severely traumatized and are in need of help.
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- 4y
This makes so much sense Thankyou
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- 20w
Hi there! I am 4 months postpartum and struggling with harm ocd, the fear of what if I harm my child. It has manifested to the fear of what if I harm my husband, sister, nieces, parents, etc. Anyone else have this experience and how did you get through it?
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- 19w
Let me start by prefacing that I developed ocd as postpartum ocd after having my first child. I had harm and pocd. I had it on and off for years and then it just eventually went away completely for many years until recently after a stressful life event. Now that it’s back it again targets my children but now my grandchildren also. It’s been horrible and makes me pull away from them. Last night my 6 year old granddaughter threw up in the car when my daughter was about to take her home so my daughter brought her back in the house and asked me to clean her up while she cleaned her car. I had some anxiety about it because of my ocd but I couldn’t say no to helping so I opened the bathroom door and my granddaughter was standing in her underwear waiting for me to clean and dress her. Everything was fine and normal but then for some reason, I have no idea why, I looked down at her chest area. I immediately got so upset and didn’t know why I looked there and now my ocd is saying it’s because i’m a monster. I tried to tell myself it’s just normal human behavior when someone is standing there naked that you look where you shouldn’t simply because it’s just there in front of you but I feel horrible. I don’t feel any inappropriate way about her or any child but my ocd is saying it was inappropriate. Has anyone else been through this?
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- 9w
There are moments when something takes over me, like I have to fight myself (literally restrain myself) from acting on my thoughts, like causing harm to my parents or brother. I get these feelings that feel so real, like they are genuinely my own. There are moments when I feel like I like them, and it makes me question whether this is truly OCD or if it's me. Then I wonder whether this is me lying to myself, because I feel the urge to smile at the thought, or feel like I have some pleasure. I check whether I like them, and then I feel like I do, so I stop immediately. I feel like my old self is gone, and I've become this person, and that it was never OCD. Right now, as I type this, I feel like I'm lying to myself. There are moments when I feel like my brain splits, as if this is my new personality. Or there are moments when I feel like it might feel liberating or freeing if I do it. I genuinely feel like this is not OCD. There are moments when I stop the thought, and I feel like it's out of principle, as if I don't truly want to stop at that thought. I truly can't picture this to be my life now. I never had these thoughts in my life until two and a half months ago. It truly makes me question whether it was OCD. I don't get why. I used to view my family as my world, and now my mind is making me scared and feel like my room is my only safe place from them, from me.
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