i don't feel like this is ocd. it's like i can just "turn off" rumination. i don't even have many thoughts anymore. if i do they feel extremely real and like i really do like them and the worst part is that i don't feel anxious about it

i understand. i can’t even watch tiktok normally because all i get are intrusive thoughts

i barely get triggered anymore

@Lilyrosalynd same here, but i’m scared i’m not getting anxious

@miamigirl i am even over the backdoor spike

@Lilyrosalynd so that’s good! it may feel weird but it’s good ur over it :)

I feel the same way and I’m never been more hopeless in my life. I’m feeling like right now all my fears are becoming true