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Lilyrosalynd
35d ago
  • Pedophilic Obsessions OCD
  • Sexual Orientation OCD

i don't feel like this is ocd. it's like i can just "turn off" rumination. i don't even have many thoughts anymore. if i do they feel extremely real and like i really do like them and the worst part is that i don't feel anxious about it

miamigirl
35d ago
i understand. i can’t even watch tiktok normally because all i get are intrusive thoughts
Lilyrosalynd
35d ago
i barely get triggered anymore
miamigirl
35d ago
@Lilyrosalynd same here, but i’m scared i’m not getting anxious
Lilyrosalynd
35d ago
@miamigirl i am even over the backdoor spike
miamigirl
35d ago
@Lilyrosalynd so that’s good! it may feel weird but it’s good ur over it :)
random_person
35d ago
I feel the same way and I’m never been more hopeless in my life. I’m feeling like right now all my fears are becoming true
Lilyrosalynd
34d ago
AND i can't even get myself to freak out