The language barrier is going to make it so difficult for me to explain my situation properly to a therapist. This is one of the biggest issues thats stopping me from seeking help, I cant even put my thoughts into words most of the time, I have to read others' stories to see if I can relate or figure out whats happening to me.

Sexual Orientation OCD

"Pure" OCD

I hope you can find a therapist that is right for you and that speaks your language. I don't know what your language is that you speak, but I hope there is a therapist that speaks it.

Just so you know though, I read your post without any problems. You type everything in a way that is easy to read in my opinion. :)