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The Puritans very much have a yin and yang thing going on. There’s the famous sermon by Jonathan Edwards “Sinners in the Hands of an Angry God.” More subtly, but more scary to me when I was younger and day-and-night burdened with the worry that I was destined for hell, is John Bunyan’s book Pilgrim’s Progress which has all sorts of descriptions of people who never make it to paradise (some of whom I saw myself in more than the main character). On the other hand, a more recent book, Gentle and Lowly, which is a very consoling book about Christ’s love for sinners (it has made me cry), draws a lot from the Puritans, particularly Thomas Goodwin, and contains things which are important to affirm. If you wanted to take a more ACT approach, Kierkegaard is the man but his thought and writing is very dense. Also you may find solidarity in the story of William Cowper, writer of hymns such as “There is a fountain, filled with blood” as well as an acclaimed Romantic poet and vocal opponent of slavery (along with his friend John Newton). He believed he was destined for Hell because of an intrusive dream he had, and attempted suicide three times. Anyway hope these help!
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But just to be clear- it takes a lot of clever thinking to read this kind of stuff while in a religious themed episode to me- otherwise I use them for reassurance. It’s a balance between “ok this is what I’m going to read while the OCD thoughts are still with me. They are welcome to surface at any point”
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This theme is too hot for me to touch…it’s causing lots of problems, but undergoing treatment, hopefully it will get better…so I can’t even answer.
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I get that. It would be too hot for me too if I was younger I think. I’ve had OcD my whole 38 years but this theme puts all the other ones I have to shame:)
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@emmy sue I agree. Scrupulosity has definitely been my hardest theme to deal with.
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Yeah, one of my biggest questions is how do you say "maybe, maybe not" or "accept the uncertainty" of going to hell? I haven't really done ERP for this because I don't know how to approach it.
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One idea I thought of was reading Scripture warnings against unbelief….
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Talking to others helps, maybe a pastor?
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I have found that almost makes it worse since they understand OCD:)
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@emmy sue Read Love Wins by Rob Bell
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@Ríona Does he have OCD?
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@Ríona that’s the opposite of exposure
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@CaptainKierkegaard I think I have to agree on that one
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@CaptainKierkegaard Thats true but depending on what kind of church you go to, you might just hear fire and brimstone all the time so getting some alternative viewpoints can be good.
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So…I’ve had that phrase “sinners in the hands of an angry God” come up so much this past week. I know He’s not angry because I’m justified by Christ. But I can say, but maybe I’m not. Sheesh that is freaky!!! I read Gentle and Lowly this spring during the start of my recent religious theme. All the tears. So so so so good! Even tho I was struggling, it really spoke to me. And, it actually became an exposure for me to keep reading the Bible and praying- because I tend to avoid those when I’m obsessing. Thanks for the reminder of Cowper. I have one of his books somewhere. Pretty sure he had OCD before anyone knew what it was.
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Hi there! Thank you so much for your vulnerability and willingness to reach out on here. The main thing with ERP is to develop statements that revolve around uncertainty. Saying “this may or may not happen.” I know that that’s very distressing especially when it comes to a higher entity like God, but it will decrease your distress in the long run. Have you talked about this with your NOCD therapist? Remember that OCD is strong, but you are stronger!
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Thanks- I’ve been to therapy/ just never struggled with a theme as bad as this one. I know I need to treat the content as irrelevant and it is just so dang hard to take the risk. I feel like I’m almost there though. Like I’m about to turn the switch on, you know? My NOCD therapist gave too much assurance so I stopped doing it. Not a lot of options in my state but I’m thinking of trying again with a different one
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I’ve been struggling with religious OCD for the past month or so (blasphemous intrusive thoughts, fear of going to hell, etc). I’m a Christian. I’ve been in ERP and I’m learning to let the thoughts just be which is hard, but I’m struggling with the overwhelming feelings of guilt about having the intrusive thoughts. I know the thoughts aren’t from me and don’t reflect my true self, but sometimes if feels like I’m bringing the thoughts on if that makes sense. Does anyone have any advice on overcoming the guilt? OCD is also telling me I’m never going to get over this and my relationship with God will never be the same. I just want to be able to praise God without all of this and it’s making me incredibly sad and lonely. Any words of encouragement are appreciated.
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I need help everyone. My thoughts have been getting worse… I haven’t used my ERP because it feels too scary and too real and so I am caught in this spiral of doing compulsions with every other thought that I have. I have thoughts about that bad guy that are so horrible and then I think that the bad guy is talking to me so I do compulsions and desperately want GOD to believe me when I say I don’t mean the thoughts, but then it creates doubt about whether or not I actually do mean the thoughts. And now I am afraid of my own thoughts This makes me want to fix ALL of the thoughts and feelings that I have to prove even more to myself and to GOD that I don’t mean these thoughts. On top of all of this, I am trying to convince myself that it’s OCD and not me at all. Does anyone have this and can anyone help? I am so tired and scared and burnt out…
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One problem - Various themes This is my first post. I had a relapse a few months ago. Life was amazing and then boom, I got triggered by something and started spiralling about my sexuality (having finally been at peace for two years, entered a healthy new relationship and come out of the closet as an older women). How do you, when you're not triggered practice ERP? I'm able to try and accept the thoughts every time I see a man. What should I be doing when I don't encounter these triggers. I was to say as well that I also am starting to get real event OCD about some of the sexual things I did in the past when I was married and in an unhealthy toxic relationship with my ex husband. I am shamed and disgusted and I'm working on it but there's a certain subsection of the LGBTQ community that trigger these thoughts, groinals and thing for me... I feel like I'm beginning to realise I need to maybe be a little more active in my recovery instead of waiting for triggers... But I don't know how
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