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- 3y
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I was dating a girl that was absolutely perfect for me and I let thoughts that “I wasn’t attracted enough to her” ruin our relationship because I was always checking to make sure I was attracted to her all of the time. She is an absolutely beautiful girl and I regret letting my ocd ruin something so very special, because our love was one of a kind. I don’t know if this is the “type” you are talking about, but regardless, I would suggest looking at these thoughts as OCD and just trying to stay present with him and enjoy the relationship you share. There is no “perfect” person that we like to shape in our head, but it sounds like you found the person that is right for you. OCD will try to dissect any part of the relationship or our significant other to make you feel like it’s not “perfect” and therefore isn’t right. I hope this helps and I hope you can stay present and enjoy your relationship with the person that makes you happy. Don’t let OCD take it from you, you deserve happiness.
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- 3y
Thankyou ! I’m sorry to hear that you had your relationship ruined by the ocd monster! And I blame ocd and also our society of throw away culture that doesn’t seem to value genuine connections -I’m sure social media and this way of thinking must have increased ROCD cases a lot ... anyway I agree with everything you say and thanks for you post it means a lot , I don’t understand why my therapist said what she said really ?
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- 3y
@Tillyyyx I agree with what you said about social media and the way our society has portrayed relationships as a factor in ROCD as well. In regards to your therapist, are they specialized in OCD treatment? Also, no problem I’m happy to help, I just don’t want other people to have to go through what I did because of ROCD.
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Im happily engaged to someone who I was often scared wasn’t my “type.” He is, however, the best human and partner I could imagine for myself. His smile lights up a room and his energy is so contagious. It’s natural to feel more attracted to your partner some times more than others—that’s just being human. That said, you aren’t just choosing someone for how they look. You’re choosing someone for who they are and how they complement you 💜
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- 3y
Thanks for the comment and very true! I don’t think otherwise it’s my ocd ❤️
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It could be worth your while explaining to your therapist next time how distressed you felt about the possibility of not having Rocd, and it is also an option to request a new therapist if they aren't the correct fit for you Relationship obsessions I find are extremely hard to explain, because the thoughts aren't as bizarre as other ocd themes (in my personal experience, don't want to speak for everyone) and also genuine relationship issues can get mixed in with all the ocd mess, so i would try explain how your thoughts/feelings/doubts make you feel distressed and against what you believe you want Hope this helps 😊
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Yes she is a therapist from the NOCD app... and yes I understand:)
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- 3y
Well then I’m as confused as you are, maybe she has not heard this version of ROCD yet or she may not be familiar with ROCD as a whole. It is a newer version and my therapist that only helps people with OCD hasn’t had much experience with ROCD before me, so I would talk to her about it again and say how other people have had a similar experience. I hope this helps and that you get the help you need to be happy!
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- 23w
I’ve had so many moments of clarity with my OCD that I love my boyfriend and I’m beyond willing to go through this to be better and be with him. in the back of mind I’ve in a way known I was at least somewhat sexually attracted to women (I’m a woman) since the start of the ocd it was always like “okay. Fine, but I don’t want to date a girl” I only just realized this after the ocd started, I never really argued with this. my ocd has always revolved around if I’m romantically interested in women and not men. I’ve done so many compulsions through this year and a half and 9 times out of 10 have come to the conclusion that I don’t want to be with a woman romantically. I always end up feeling like I know I love my boyfriend. But the doubts don’t stop about whether I want to spend my life with a woman instead, my heart literally breaks to think of not being with my bf and imagining him with someone else. I don’t want to be with a woman I know deep down somewhere underneath the anxiety that that’s not what I want. It doesn’t feel natural for me, unfulfilling. I want to tell my boyfriend about the possible sexual attraction to women (ik it’s still ocd related) but I’m scared that once I tell him, I’ll realize that I actually do want to be with women and not with him. Ugh I’ve spent hours today ruminating about this after being solid in my commitment with him for a little while, I’m stuck in this loop and idk how to get out right now
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I’ve been really struggling the last week and I need some help. I’ve been seeing a guy for about 2 months who checks a lot of my relationship boxes. He’s so kind and we have a lot of fun together. The first few weeks I was totally smitten but had moments of fear about being committed. We talked about it and decided to take things slowly, and then I would have days of feeling like every thing was perfect with some fearful feelings in between. Two weeks ago now my SO-OCD and ROCD started to come back a little as well as my more anxious-avoidant behaviors. I started to get more scared of the future and it was more intense. At the end of last week, he asked me to be his girlfriend and I said yes. He is exactly the type of person I see myself marrying and has great values and is so secure about me. Until last week, he generally made me feel so safe and secure. Ever since saying yes, I feel so scared and anxious and my SO-OCD and ROCD is on max. I also find myself getting more annoyed and irritated about things that were minor annoyances or non-issues before. I’m having intense physical responses to both OCD themes, and the nagging thought and feeling that I need to end things with him because we aren’t right for each other. It makes me feel so sad and guilty. Sex is becoming harder because of the thoughts too, whereas at first it was perfect. I don’t know who I can talk to about this without them telling me to just break up with him. Everything is so new so I think they’d chalk it up to my intuition. But I do want to be in love and have less fear around relationships, so I don’t want to give into the fear. I think it could help me to set boundaries and have space for myself more often. I think I need some advice or insight. I know I shouldn’t ask for reassurance, but having some around how other people have felt at the beginning of a relationship would help. Why is it that the label is freaking me out so much? How do you guys set boundaries to prioritize yourself when you feel this way?
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- 9w
Hi everyone, I’m a 30-year-old woman, and I’ve been in a relationship with my boyfriend for 5 years. I’ve always felt emotionally close to him — he’s caring, supportive, and we planned a future together, including having a family. I don’t want to leave him. He means so much to me. But for a while now, I’ve been obsessing over the fact that I don’t feel much sexual attraction to him anymore. It’s not like I never felt anything — when we first met, there were butterflies, excitement, emotional connection… something real. He was never “just a friend” to me. But the physical side of the relationship feels like it’s slowly faded, and I’m panicking about what that means. I keep thinking things like: – “Maybe I chose the wrong person.” – “You can’t be in love without sexual desire.” – “If I was truly in love, I would still want him.” – “What if I’ve been lying to myself this whole time?” Sometimes my body reacts — I can feel physical closeness or even arousal — but my mind shuts down and says: “no, this isn’t right.” Other times, I feel tension, resistance, or even disgust during intimacy, and I can’t tell if that’s anxiety or if something is fundamentally wrong. What makes this even more confusing is that I truly believe that real love includes sexual attraction. For me, it’s all part of one feeling — not separate. So if the attraction is gone, does that mean the love is too? Is it possible that this is still OCD — that my mind is obsessing and disconnecting me from my real feelings? Has anyone experienced something similar? Any support would mean so much. I feel so stuck between my mind and my heart.
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