Im worried that my life would be better without my boyfriend since when we got together my rocd flared up :( idk if its because its a new relationship but I keep getting thoughts like that 

ROCD Flares Up When Together With Boyfriend

Relationship OCD

And it's okay!
Your life would not be better; it would be just easier!!!
I have a bf, and sometimes is really hard with thoose rocd doubts. I am sure that without him I wouldn't have any, but I don't want to stay alone forever!!

I realized my rocd existed when I got together with my boyfriend, but I can't get through this ocd without him!!!! He helps me through every episode of ocd I get, and is always there for me! I get scary thoughts of randomly leaving him for no reason but I never listen to those cause they aren't true and I love him so much and won't ever let dumb thoughts ruin my life that much more.