- Username
- Scooterino
- Date posted
- 2y ago
Orientation OCD
My TOCD went away almost completely with some EMDR but now my SO OCD is back and I spend all my time wondering if I'm actually sexually attracted to my Fiance (I was, I remember being attracted, but my OCD has me convinced I am not). My heart is breaking. It's amazing how no matter which theme you are dealing with in the moment, you feel it is the worst theme. I would have traded my TOCD for ANYTHING while I struggled with it and now I'd do anything for relief from my SO OCD.