There is this time in treatmemt or recovery when you feel less anxious (or depressed if thats an issue) because you are commiting to process doing exposures and its working. But then you start saying "what if I didnt have ocd"? "What if I made it all up"? "What if Im just weak"? Obviously this is just more ocd doubt. But it starts a slippery slope. Amy tips for navigating this fragile part of recovery?

I mentally place these thoughts into the same box labeled ‘ocd tactics’! We are often so blind the the way ocd can manipulate us, simply because it IS us. However when you take one step back, observe it from an unbiased and un-judgmental point of view (instead of falling back into the same addictive routine we are used to, of freaking out and figuring out) then you are able to confidentially say, “Aha! And here is another one. Caught ya!” And then move right along with your day, with no bartering. You don’t need to answer to this. To ocd. I’m glad for you that you’re working hard towards recovery!!! Me too, friend!

It just means that the therapy is doing its thing if it has made your problems seem trivial to you. Just think of it as you're recovering but the OCD is on its last legs and if you're strong enough you can overcome this last hurdle. Good luck with your OCD, hope you overcome them :).

It happened to me. I had been doing amazing and then I said to myself: "but why all the drama? Why would I lose my mind over something which wasn't true?" it was a catch question, because what I answered was that it must have been true to some extent. It sent me back to doing compulsions. Now I don't try to answer that question, I just go like" whatever, it wasn't in my control, and it doesn't need figuring out" and try to shrug it off

Thanks for the thoughtful answer and advice. Its been helpful talking to other people with similar problems!