I’ve been staying home from school to much because of my fear and I’ve been screaming at my family and crying myself to sleep and sobbing on the floor trying to find answers. Does anyone else fear death?
I fear death and what’s beyond it, but the way I see it is that life is to beautiful to end. Why you may ask? Because no story truly has an end, it’s passes on through the circle of our human life! Life is a gift a true miracle to see breathe move walk talk all of these amazing things and amazing people you meet. The emotions and love and the beauty of everything that lives around you. It’s to beautiful to worry about my friend. Live it! make your story the one that lives forever and that never ever ends (it never will) may peace be with you!
So sorry you are suffering so much. Are you getting erp therapy to help you?
Ty
I have OCD and I know the fear that OCD creates. Debilitating fears. So please do not take offense to what I am going to say. I am a Christian and have accepted Jesus into my life (which by the way helps ma a lot) but the Bible explains where we go if we are believers after we die. Heaven is beautiful and there is no pain or suffering there. I don’t know if your fear is where you will go after dying or is it dying itself. Please, please know there is help out there and the worst OCD I had has passed. It may take a long time , but it always gets better. Are you on any medicine? Medicine saved me literally. Also, I have to work on my thoughts. But, the promises in the Bible calm me, especially Psalms. Please get the help you need and consider medicine. There ARE brighter days ahead , it is just so hard to see. I’ve been on the floor crying before and telling my parents that it is just so bad. I got help and slowly it got better. So much so, that I was like in remission from it for like 5 years. I’ve had some trauma lately and it has returned, but I know my savior is there to help me and I know He cares for me. You WILL be ok. It just takes time sometimes. Like I said, I mean no offense if you are not a believer. By the way, as I’m writing this , an OCD commercial just came on the tv. I’ve never seen a commercial specifically for OCD! To me, that was God saying, there is help out there! I pray you will get the help you need. It’s out there .
Tmrw I start therapy
But the introduction is a waste of time I need help fast
Yeah the intro sessions are lousy but the therapist needs it to know if they can help or if you need higher level care. Good luck tomorrow. 🫶
Ty 🥲
I’m on medicine but it’s not helping very much and my phycolgist is kind of sick and he doesn’t respond
Idk if I believe in God but I think I do and my mother and I would like to go to church
Anyone else have the fear of blacking out/having a psychotic break and harming others or myself/having no control of your body? Any tips on how to deal with this or anyone who’s recovered from this? It’s probably been my worst yet - the fear of having no control over my body or my actions.
does anyone else experience extreme fear of developing psychosis or schizophrenia or derealization. I literally freak myself out so much that it makes me physically sick. I’m so scared of developing these and it keeps coming up all over my TikTok and Google. It’s freaking me out.
I feel so freaking scared. I know I’ll have an intrusive thought/urge and whatever I know I’m going to fight off another compulsion until I eventually give in bc I’m still so new to this. I am petrified and I feel like I cannot for the life of me relax. I’m sleep deprived, in a terrible place hormonally, withdrawing from meds, and being treated like a burden by people around me. I literally feel like I can’t do this. I keep thinking about those posts where people talk about the hypothetical scenarios where you learn your death date. I feel like if someone told me I’d die soon, I would cry of relief. I would never hurt myself but boy do I not want to experience this anymore.
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