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Help, it was nice while it lasted. I'm not going to take the amazing job opportunity after all. OCD has won another battle.
Help, it was nice while it lasted. I'm not going to take the amazing job opportunity after all. OCD has won another battle.
It has won another battle, but it will not win all of them. I’m sorry this is happening to you.. I recently watched a video on hitting rock bottom and major setbacks, this is how I’ve felt due to OCD and stupid people. Now I’ve gotten used to it, and I’m slowly rebuilding myself from that point.
It wins a lot of battles, but often loses the war. Get back up! You can do this. We can handle hard things!
I've lost plenty of OCD battles in life. Just dust yourself off and get back in the fight. There will be other opportunities to kick OCDs ass. Don't let this get you down. There's a saying I try to live by "everything happens for a reason". God bless
TW// suicidal ideation There are things I want to do like i have an interview tomorrow for an exciting internship, but i also feel like I kinda don't wanna be here anymore. I'm not actively trying to do things to end my life, but I'm getting more and more tired of the same shit every day and i don't think I even want to come to terms with it and live for the next 40 or 50 years. maybe my constitution just sucks but idk if that's something I want. I don't want to accept OCD. im exhausted and frustrated. I don't want this in my life. But I'm not sure I want a life anymore anyways.
I dont want my relapse to stop me to assist, I will go but I am sad because I don't want a beautiful moment to became horrible because the fear and dicomfort I am feelling this days. It will be a good exposure but how can I enjoy it? The depression came back, I wasn't prepared for this, like I knew OCD is chronic but I forgot it hahaha Right now I am trying just to think in short times like, 24 h and it is helping a bit Update: The day was really good !
My ocd kicks in so strong this tine of year. My teaching job ends for two months and my ocd moves in to make me miserable. I can and will get through this but it sucks so bad right now! In therapy but still it’s kicking my ass. Any thing besides just sitting with it??? It’s definitely in the drivers seat and I don’t like the way it’s driving! Also it’s exhausting
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