- Date posted
- 1y
Triggered hearing answer I don’t want to hear…
I’m crying and panicking right now because I previously made a post about moral scrupulosity ocd and how it focuses on my partners jokes and I got an answer that triggered me very badly. I put that he used to say very “offensive/dark” jokes but I made him aware a while ago that some were too far and he realised/acknowledged it was wrong it and stopped and also thinks they are weird now too. He did it because he was influenced by past friends. He still makes some dark jokes but not on the same level as he used to and my ocd nitpicks them and I feel like I have to tell him off for every joke just cause I see a small handful of people on the internet be offended. The smaller jokes used to pass over my head but since my ocd symptoms it latches onto everything he does. I’m not sure if someone read my post wrong and thought my bf was continuing to make the old jokes he used to make but it looked like they were saying my bf is a really bad person which is extremely triggering for my partner focused rocd :( Whenever I see people comment things on my post that my ocd wants to hear I get reassured (I am aware that isn’t good for ocd 😞) and this is the first time I’ve seen the complete opposite and it’s what my ocd doesn’t want to hear and I got sent into a very bad panic. Is me reacting this way part of ocd??