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someone talk to me please. anyone. (20+)
have none of my posts been public??? is NOCD erasing them??? or are people avoiding me??? I can’t tell. someone PLEASE reply. I’m genuinely getting upset & I need help
have none of my posts been public??? is NOCD erasing them??? or are people avoiding me??? I can’t tell. someone PLEASE reply. I’m genuinely getting upset & I need help
Hey! What’s going on? I see your post
I can’t access your earlier posts but I’d be happy to help!
@moez hey! thank u so much for replying. thought I was going crazy for a sec. it just deals with the themes I added above this post. I have the actual post copied to reply but not sure if NOCD will let me. or I can try to keep it short but I feel like the lengthy will help out much more for context.
@veinsoul If you can’t paste it and want to type it out I can definitely help, I have severe OCD with many different themes. I’m 20 now but have had it since like 8-9 so I can definitely try to help out with more context!
@moez I’ll see if I can first and try to adjust if it won’t let me. if it still doesn’t, I’ll just retype everything in a NOCD-friendly way lol
@veinsoul I see u don’t have pocd as a theme so I’m actually glad to see that. but I do wanna put a warning that my original post did contain suicide stuff so if that’s not something u can handle, then that is ok. just want to make sure it’s okay with you before I paste
@moez also, please excuse me for an hour or two! I am currently getting my car tire fixed and the internet is quite doo doo at the moment. I will come back later when my phone isn’t dying & I’m at home lol
@veinsoul Haha you’re all good no problem
@veinsoul Yeah it’s no problem! You can paste it
@moez hello! I’m back. I’m going to be cleaning my room in the meantime but I will attach my reply below:
@moez keep in mind I was probably spiraling towards the end when I was talking about myself. gets quite deep σ(^_^;)
@veinsoul I totally understand, let me know if it still doesn’t let you post it!
@moez ughhh I assume it didn’t go thru omg
@moez let me reword some things
@veinsoul Omg😭 their rules must be strict, I just got this app
@moez I actually went mia bc I had to bathe my kitty & then did more cleaning (after so long….woo me) but I am actually back now! don’t worry, I am still trying to figure this app out completely and I joined around almost 3 months ago. apparently there’s a new update with this app & when I went to check it, it said “open” in my app store instead of “update.” I see people following me don’t even see the button to follow??? so idk if it’s my phone or NOCD lol
@moez okay I reworded some stuff. hopefully it went thru
@moez I’m going to sleep rlly soon, so if I don’t reply, it means I’m dead lol. I will be working early in the morning so I won’t get to chat much until after work.
@veinsoul I passed out myself haha, it still didn’t upload. If you want some advice or any help you can message me on discord tbh ( I only use it for an OCD support group.) plus we are like the same age I saw so probably in similar situations, my username is moe.8549 if you’re not comfortable, totally cool too! I hope you find some relief! It can be really stressful going through this.
@moez hey! so sorry for the late reply. I have been rlly busy today out of nowhere but I’m almost home! I will add you on discord once I log into my computer. my user is the same as mine on here (I believe)
@moez sent a request!
Hi I’m William
@William Sutcliffe hey william! thanks for replying.
I have something that’s been on my mind but my post isn’t getting any interaction. Only offer advice if you’re willing to respond please!!! People have asked me in the comments to share something and I do and they never answer which makes my mental even worse
I'm doing really, really not well, if someone could please have a conversation eith me under my recent posts that would be very helpful, I have no support right now and do not see any therapist until Thursday and this is urgent
I feel so horrible and sad right now. I’ve been posting about what I’m going through on my other account but no one comments or reacts. I’ve posted many times yet no one bothers to respond. I feel so terrible. I want to cry because I feel like I’m already too far gone, beyond forgiveness. I want to delete this app, but if I do, I’ll have no one to share with when I'm really having a hard time to deal with my ocd. I have no one who understands my ocd except the people on this app but it hurts me that no one replies anymore. I’m so sorry for posting something like this. I’m just sharing what I really feel. I don’t know what to do with my life anymore. I feel like I'm about to go insane. Sometimes I feel like it's not my ocd anymore because no one responds to my posts. Honestly, I really feel like I don't have ocd anymore especially because I'm undiagnosed. It makes me feel like I’m the most cruel person in the world, someone who doesn’t deserve love or forgiveness. I’m not trying to guilt trip anyone. I know that you are all struggling too. I truly hope you all get better. 💗
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