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False attraction(pls help)!
Can anyone talk I really need some questions answered please
Can anyone talk I really need some questions answered please
hi!! i'm not super experienced but i deal with this myself. so i can try and help, what's up?
@milly.909 It’s my birthday today and 10 months ago I started feeling uncomfortable around my friend cus I was having very disturbing and unwanted sexual thoughts abt them it made me feel physically ill to be around him to the point where I started getting high whenever I had class with him and I started avoiding him and now I feel super guilty for doing that because I think he thinks I’m mad at him or hate him but I don’t and he hasn’t said happy birthday yet and now I’m scared this means that I like him because I wanted him to say happy birthday I’m trying not to let it ruin my day but I feel so guilty
@suspectedocd3!!R happy birthday!! don't feel guilty, it's so normal to expect/wait for a happy birthday! remember true attraction makes you feel happy and excited to be around that person, it's makes you feel positive and you'll know when you truly find someone attractive. false attraction is so difficult though because it can mimic your body's reactions so easily like increased heart rate, being nervous, staring. but remember if your feeling negative, even to the point you feel sick it's not true attraction. try your best to just sit with the thiugh and even reply with "maybe, maybe not". i'm still struggling with this myself, but remember i've only has the power to control you if you let it, so maybe dint avoid him and try talking to someone. you got this!!
@milly.909 Thank u do you think maybe I should try to talk to him because I feel like it would clear things up cus I think he’s mad at me but I don’t want my brain to mistake it as me wanting to just text him
@suspectedocd3!!R i would clear things up and see how he's feeling. but don't feel the need to share your intrusive thoughts / ocd with him just because you think it'll help. take your time, you got this!
@milly.909 Thank u
@milly.909 hey! im replying to your thread because im extremely confused, ive been having false attraction towards this dude, and i did avoidance and absolutely everything, and well basically recently, thr anxiety whrn i see him has started to go away and tell me im attracted to him, but i still ruminate? but i dont get the anxiety or whatever. and idk what it is? or why. but its not as bad? and i feel like im started to find him genuinely good looking, but at the same time im like no, and in fear of finding him good looking and the idea of literally saying “maybe i am, maybe im not” is giving me anxiety and my mind will be like “imma leave my boyfriend and be with him” it gives me anxiety also..???
hey there! i'm here for you! i totally get the urgency—when those questions start swirling, it can feel overwhelming! i’ve been there myself with my own obsessions and know how tough it can be. feel free to share what’s on your mind, and i'll do my best to help! we're all in this together~ remember, you're not alone!
@vasqueztim Well right now I feel kinda bad, I made a joke to my best friend about a girl I like and I think she got annoyed she replied with “it’s too early for this shit” and now I’m spiraling a bit because I feel like she takes me as a joke like there’s no point of me having a crush on this girl because it won’t go anywhere and she wouldn’t be wrong I have this fear of ending up alone because of my looks and tht made it spiral a bit but other than that I’m ok
hey there! i'm here for you! ~ i know how overwhelming it can feel when you're in the thick of it. i've been through similar moments where i felt stuck and needed answers asap. just know you're not alone in this—reach out whenever you need! we're all in this together and it does get better! 💪✨
why do i feel like im starting to like the false attraction? i don’t want to liek it and it normal makes me feel disgusting but sometimes i feel like i like it. please help
Can anyone give their experience on FALSE ATTRACTION? At this moment, mine has become worse. Soon as I see a male my anxiety shoots up, I can feel this in my chest and my OCD is telling me I’m attracted. But I continue to look back or stare and the disgust comes over me and my body shakes and I feel my face screw up. I can’t listen to music I use too or watch movies which was a favourite thing of mine to do. I just feel disgusted and not who I am when it happens. It’s like a different me. P.S. I had a very good week few days ago where I knew this wasn’t me and these feelings/ thoughts isn’t me.
TW So I haven’t been diagnosed with pocd, but many ppl said that I have it. I was in bed when I remembered this time when I first started experiencing what I hope is false attraction not actual pedophilia, I’m looking back on it rn n I’m worried it wasn’t false attraction, I remember feeling a sense of attraction when I saw that kid, I was about14 at the time and the kid was 11 or 12. I remember constantly searching to see if it was normal for a 14 year old to like a 12 or 11 year old, I was worried when I was doing that i think, I also kept walking pass her to look at her i think to check if i was attracted or not, but it makes me worried that I was attracted to her because im worried that i did it bc i was actually attracted. now looking back on it rn, I don’t feel panic, worry, shame, or guilt, I originally only felt panic and worry, never shame or guilt. Now I don’t feel any of it, not feeling panic and worry now makes me think that I am a p, I don’t want to be a p. I hope im not a p, Ive talked to a therapist and they’ve said that it’s pocd, but it wasn’t a official diagnosis, I’m worried it was a false diagnosis because I lied on one or two of the questions. I also constantly get senses of what I hope is false attraction when I see some kids, I keep trying to figure out if it is real or false attraction. Can someone give me some advice please
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