Recently got broken up with

I’ve struggled a lot with intrusive thoughts in my relationship and my gf decided she couldn’t keep going anymore, shes exhausted of being questioned, and wanted me to get better because I wasn’t doing well. I asked her if i get better can we get back together one day and she said yes. So i asked how long will this be for and will we see other people between this time, she said shes not sure shes never done this before she doesn’t have any of these responses and we should take it day by day. Then I asked if we’re back together by spring can we not see or date other people. She said yes, and that she wont be looking to be with anyone else anytime soon and that I know she doesn’t move on quick. We still hung out these past two days and and when i asked if we could get back together she said no that were both not ready and need time. I asked her are well allowed to flirt with other people, that I didnt want to that. and she said something along the lines ( i forgot which exact words she said) of well i dont think we should tell each other about, i guess to me like saying why would we want to know if the other person does do that. I think I responded saying because it would be a deal breaker for me if we did. I don’t remember where that went i think she just said okay. It was also either before the start of the flirting conversation or after that I asked if we can instead get back in December instead of spring and she said yes. Then a bit after, on this same night I asked to set boundaries, i asked if we can date or see others she said no, and i asked again about flirting she said no as well. It was also either before the start of the flirting conversation or after that I asked if Then in the morning I asked her why she said no to the flirting but also said that we shouldnt tell each other if one does? She said no, and then i asked again and she said because were not going to do that, saying she doesn’t move on quick and that i’m making it sound like shes going to jump at the next chance to flirt with someone. I apologized and weve spoken once more about this when we agreed to think about this more as a break as to heal and that we both really dont want to see each other move onto other people or even flirt with others. Now i’m overthinking her initial answers when she said we shouldn’t tell each other if we flirt with someone else? could that mean she was saying thats a possibility for her during this time or it was just a response and she’s assured me now with each time i asked after that shes not interested in flirting with others at all?