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Yes. My first symptoms were when I was little girl and I was afraid I would go to hell for doing minor bad stuff so i was doing compulsively good stuff to pay back for my bad stuff
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I totally agree here I went to a catholic school for 10 years and it was hell and this is what it did to me lol
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I have thought this many times myself. I genuinely do think there is a link and have always been interested in someone studying this.
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I have always thought there has to be a beginning cause to OCD. This forum I believe when we put all of our experiences and knowledge together we will find the origin of OCD, and then we can all pull our knowledge and experiences together again to find the ultimate cure for OCD. WE ARE THE CURE.
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VERY intellectual findings Nonbinaryteen. You could very well have discovered one of the leading causes of OCD. My hat goes off to you. Keep up the intellectual thinking. It’s thoughts like yours I believe that will solve this OCD puzzle.
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I genuinely can't tell if this sarcasm or not
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What is nonbinaryteen ?
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Non-binary means not identifying exclusively as a male or a female. A teen is just a teen
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No I don’t mean this as sarcasm at all. All thoughts are welcome here and I truly believe you may have found something.
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Anxietyguy . This is first compulsion I remember. There is also something about teaching children to satisfy other people's needs.. I mean something like : " give grandma a kiss she will be sad without getting a kiss from you" , or " share all cookies with all of your classmates cause you have to share"
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Jamarceline, very interesting concept. Even though I realize it was a long time ago that you experienced your first compulsion as you described, do you remember any anxiety that you may have experienced before the compulsion happened? If so describe it the best you can. How long did it last and how intense was it?
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First anxiety was when I did something bad but I thought it wasnt that bad so I didn't care cuz I thought I can do it later ( it was something like I didn't clean up toys in my room and there was a mess when my mom and stepfather came back home from work and they expected my room to be cleaned up. And I think my mom had a bad day at work that day and she didn't pay attention to me and she was a bit upset that I welcomed her home with a mess in my room and there I felt first feeling of anxiety cause I didn't understand why my mom is so upset about my messy room. So next time when when they wanted me to clean something and I didn't do it before they come back home I had anxiety and every time when I didn't listen to them, before they even find out
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Ok, well spoken. We very well might be into something here. It seems to point back when you were a child. For example I will now describe to you my first experience with anxiety. Growing up as a child my mother would constantly tell me to wash my hands to keep germs away. I became so obsessed with hand washing that my hands literally became raw. However everytime I thought of germs that could be on my hands and make me sick I had to perform my hand washing compulsion. Then I got a pet turtle and picked it up one day and went to wash my hands afterwards and my dad (now I realize was only trying to help me) told me to refrain from my usual hand washing compulsion.... I went for like 8 hours afterwards without washing my hands...the whole time my anxiety was a solid 10. This is my earliest experience with OCD.
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Sounds like wrong choice of parents'words cause anxiety and ocd and when parent or parents are focused too much on something that doesn't make sense to a child
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Trying not to seek reassurance, but rather connect the dots on my OCD and possible reasons as to why I am the way I am. I have severe OCD (or at least I hope I do) mainly surrounding POCD. I've had symptoms of OCD the majority of my life but this theme has come up more recently. When I was a kid, and i'm talking 6-7, I was first exposed to some really gross adult content online. It was introduced to me by a friend of mine around the same age of me. I saw some really disgusting things that a 6-7 year old should definitely not see. This was not a one time occurrence, as I had been exposed to taboo topics online years to come after that, such as the same friend introducing me to Omegle... And i'm sure you can imagine how that went, theres a lot of genuinely disgusting human beings on there. Coming back to the reason for making this post; is it possible to early exposure to this content could be one of the reasons I struggle with POCD? It genuinely scares me to death because you hear that real p*dos dealt with simular situations when they were kids, so thats kind of making me feel that this could be more than OCD, and I could be a genuinely bad person. My POCD feels so real, that at times i'm fully convinced its not OCD. Sometimes I can't even distinguish the feelings of attraction between a younger person and an older person, except for the feeling of anxiety and fear. Its really hard to explain without going into detail, but it just feels so real. Some feedback on this would be great, thank you all.
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I don't really know if it's OCD, but lately I've been thinking a lot and in a very obsessive way that every single one of my actions, words or even thoughts will affect on how God will make decisions about my life. For example, if I lie to someone or yell at them out of anger, God will make happen something bad to me as a "punishment". I know it might seem silly, but it really really freaks me out sometimes... Does anyone feel the same? And if so, do you do something in particular to feel better? Thanks for your understanding❤️
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OCD has decided to latch onto my religion (Christianity) and I find myself doubting my belief in Jesus Christ. Yet when I research, I even find myself doubting the atheistic and agnostic approach as well. I’ve been a Christian since I was 13, growing up in a non-Christian in truth but nominally Christian household. This is rough. Any advice?
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