So I haven’t been 100% diagnosed with OCD. I’ve had weird thoughts my entire life I just always thought everyone had these thoughts and that they where normal. Until recently they have been horrible so I went to the doctor and she prescribed some anxiety medication by it hasn’t been helping. So I started googling the weird thoughts and my symptoms and came across ocd and I always thought ocd was being really neat and tidy I didnt know it had these horrible thoughts and compulsions but the thing for me is I don’t have any compulsions besides touching the zipper on my pillow(it weird I know)I know this isn’t a diagnosis but I’ve taken a bunch of the ocd test on the internet and they all say I have it. So I am kinda lost here

As someone who lived with OCD for 9 years before getting a diagnosis, I understand how you feel. This is just what I did, but what you can do is talk to your doctor once again and explain what’s been happening, and if you have access to one, I recommend trying to find a psychologist or a psychiatrist. For me, I see my doctor who prescribes my anti-anxiety medications, and then I see my psychologist for cognitive behavioral therapy. As for the medication you’re currently on, if you haven’t been on it for that long you most likely won’t feel the full effects for a little while, or you may just need a different dosage or a different medication altogether. Just know that even though you feel lost, there are plenty of us with OCD who understand what you’re feeling. This was a very long message, but I hope that you have a nice day!

Same here, I had weird thoughts as a kid but as I got older they caused so much distress to the point where i really believed my only hope was to turn myself into the authorities. My relief came when i realized millions suffer from ocd.My best advice is to see an ocd therapist

yeah go see a professional, i thought ocd was just being neat as well! remember googling my symptoms and i did not want ocd at all so i just ignored it and didn’t accept it. dumb move which probably made my ocd worse because it was never treated until now.

Yeah I’m the same I’ve not been to a doctors as I’ve always been scared (I’m not sure if I’m scared of being on meds or actually being told I have it by a doctor idk)! Every test I do says I should go to a doctor and I have spoken to a mental health first aid trainer and she thinks I should go too! Kind of realising I had ocd made me feel a bit better I would get these compulsive urges and strange thoughts and ocd gave me an explanation!! I currently live abroad so when I’m home I’m actually going to go to a doctor!

I understand the frustration. I was 12 when I was diagnosed. Before that I felt so confused as to why I was feeling the way I was. All of my fears were so obscure and irrational. I never had the privilege to say that I was stressed because of school and mean it. Go see a psychiatrist! Preferably see someone who specialises in CBT or OCD! A diagnosis brings so much relief!