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Mine is checking things like the doors are locked. Also moving stuff around if it doesn’t feel right, repeating things I read in my head until i think it feels right. Doing stuff a certain amount of times. I rlly don’t know how that would benefit my situation or how they’d have anything to do with eachother but maybe the stressful situation brought it out
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Gotcha, I was just curious because I think this is one type of OCD I have and I haven’t seen anyone else post about this. It’s kind of hard for me to identify what my obsessions actually are because they aren’t as obvious as some other types of OCD like the article says.
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Liam do you think it could be a maturity thing , like maybe we took on responsibilities we didn’t need to
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I think what you’re looking at here is correlation, not causation. For me, I can’t identify a specific event that triggered the onset of my OCD. Also it’s important to note that not every person who experiences a traumatic event will develop OCD, so there is definitely more at play in the development. You might have a correlation between something you experienced and the development of the disorder, but I don’t think it’s correct to call that the cause. OCD is a pretty complex disorder, and I feel that attributing it to just one thing is a little bit oversimplified.
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I’ve read that as well and I agree it can play a part, But I think calling it the “cause” is not quite right. Like I said, there are people who go through traumatic events who don’t develop this disorder.
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Thanks
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My older brother that I grew up with turned into a drug addict. A few years ago when my parents were trying to help him and brought him back to live with us, it went really badly, lots of fights, police calls etc and it was really stressful. I didn’t handle it well cuz I was only like 15. I think my ocd started a little while after that. Idk if that’s the direct cause but it could have something to do with it
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I’m sorry to hear that , what is your compulsion and why do you do it , what did you believe in that moment , what was the perceived benefit at the time
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Mine started after I lost my nan who I cared for when she was unwell
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No, do you all see therapy for ocd?
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That’s so terrible @Bex and @liam
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There’s always a root cause for it , I used to check doors to keep people safe , but when I realised it doesn’t matter if I check them or not I can’t stop bad things from happening , I don’t have magical powers, and it didn’t make me happy , I did see someone for one of my ocds , haven’t had anymore therapy , you just have to find out what works for you
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I haven’t been to therapy or anything like that
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Stressful situations can start them , what do you think will happen if you didn’t do your compulsion ? Realising that the compulsion serves you no purpose and doesn’t make you happy shows that the ocd isn’t true because we create them to make us feel comfort , but what the ocd is really doing is making us unhappy , which means the ocd isn’t true
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It’s interesting how many people can pinpoint their OCD really ramping up after experiencing trauma. I can def look back throughout my life and see where I’ve had OCD trickled throughout, but mine also really started after experiencing trauma. It’s when my symptoms became unmanageable.
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@liam is this the type of OCD you are experiencing? https://iocdf.org/wp-content/uploads/2014/10/Just-right-OCD-Fact-Sheet.pdf
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That sounds pretty similar. I just read that yesterday after you told me about just right ocd
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Mine started after my father told me God understood my thoughts and talked to me about blasphemy. I started getting really terrified I would commit blasphemy in my mind and have been watching my thoughts ever since.
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Liam, I have the exact same type of compulsions and I don’t know what caused them. You’re not alone!?
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We will be free of ocd one day
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How old were you guys when it started
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Christian , just realise the ocd thoughts aren’t actually you , so even if god saw those thoughts he’d know they weren’t of your making
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Mine started this year so 14, but I did have a stage of it when I was 9.
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I was 16 when mine started , I’ve heard it usually starts in childhood because we feel we can’t control something , so to have some control , we unintentionally create an ocd
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Christian sometimes I think that god wants me to do something a certain way for some reason even tho it makes no sense and I know he wouldn’t care one bit, but then it’s like well I’m thinking god cares and still not doing it so maybe it rlly would offend him and it just spirals from there
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Bex mine also started at 16
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I wish I knew, but mental health problems also seem to kind of run in my moms side of the family so for me at least I think maybe a combinatikn
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Bex how old are you now
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I believe the younger the age your OCD started, the more likely it is that genetics played a role in the development of it.
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They run in my dads side aswell , it could be , but I think it has to do with upbringing as mine wasn’t good , I’m 23 , how old are you
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I’m 18 now
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Time flies doesn’t it
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Definitely
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I agree, but I read stressful situations can be a factor in bringing it out
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My parents divorced and after that I got a lot of intrusive thoughts of me smoking cigarettes and doing morally bad things for myself and religious stuff. So as I’m a lot older now it’s gone to HOCD & ROCD as well as fears of having personality disorders bc I fear being a bad person and not being able to love my boyfriend or feel empathy
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I have come to believe one of the root causes is fear. For many people their fears have caused them to take part in these routines and/or intrusive thoughts in order to make themselves feel safer even if they grow out of these fears. Contamination OCD is similar because people with this are afraid of getting sick and/or injured. Fear is obviously not the only factor, but it’s definitely one of them
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@Liam there’s online therapy: https://www.betterhelp.com/gethelpnow/
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Hey, I’ve been doing some research on OCD and think I may have it. I’m not 100% sure, but I have a lot of the symptoms. I want to get myself diagnosed, but my parents won’t let me. They agree that it’s very likely that I have OCD, but they think that if I try hard enough, I can get over it. I don’t know what to do anymore or if what I have even is OCD, and I want to be somewhat sure before a I do anything. Right now, I’m a junior in high school, but freshman year was when my “OCD” was the most severe. I think I had (and still do) the symmetry/order subtype and “just right” subtype. I was obsessed with writing things neatly to a point in which I kept forcing myself to erase and rewrite things until all the letters were straight and all the graphs were neatly drawn (typing wasn’t safe either because I use Notability and felt the need to align every text box and make them all the same length). Handwriting was especially a problem in calculus A, and it got to a point in which I couldn’t keep up with the notes, and the homework was taking hours a night because I was obsessed with making my work perfect. Needless to say, I didn’t get a good grade in calculus A and didn’t build a good foundation for future math classes. This makes me really sad because I was previously really good at math and had a bright future in the subject. Eventually, I just stopped trying in calculus A, but by then, I felt burnt out, couldn’t concentrate on anything, kept putting things off, and lost the ability to properly manage my time. I think it may have escalated to executive dysfunction at that point, and it carried over to all my other classes. As someone who was previously pretty productive and good at planning, this was a huge hit on my self-esteem. I was also obsessed with symmetry. If I touched one side of my body, I had to touch the other side in the exact same place. If I was coding something, I would have to evenly distribute touch across each key on the keyboard. It felt like everything was a heatmap, and the colors had to be kept in balance at all times. I also avoided odd numbers because they were considered “asymmetrical”. I was obsessed with routine and had to complete tasks in a certain way, a certain order, and a certain amount of time. Even something as small as combing my hair for five minutes instead of six caused me extreme distress. Writing one word that “sounded off” on an English paper left me unable to keep writing until I fixed it. I had to keep the sound of my phone at a certain volume (6 normally, 10 when exercising, and 12 when cleaning, divide everything by 2 when using a computer) and had to walk a round number (any number that ends in 0) of steps a day. I kid you not when I say that some days I woke up and didn’t want to live anymore. Sophomore year, my mental health improved and I probably seemed overly perfectionistic but not to a point of concern. However, this year, the handwriting issue relapsed in all its glory during physics, and I’m not able to keep up with notes or homework. I feel the same way that I did in calculus A, and I don’t want history to repeat itself. I want to ask my teacher to let me do my homework on paper rather than the iPad (it’s easier for me to write on paper due to increased friction), but I’m scared to ask because I don’t have a formal diagnosis. I don’t know what causes my behavior. I feel like if I can’t do things perfectly, no one will like me. I’ll lose all my friends, and no boy will ever want to go out with me. I know it’s irrational. Literally no one cares what my notes look like or how long I spend on each step of my morning routine or whatever, but I constantly feel like people are judging me and will hate me the second I mess up. There are two more times in my life that I can think of when I displayed symptoms of OCD, contamination OCD when I was 9 and pure/religious/magical thinking/health concern OCD (they all just kind morphed together) when I was 11. I can go into more detail if you wish. As of now, I just want to know my behavior sounds like OCD, and if so, how to more forward. If not, I would love to know what I do have and how to treat it. Thank you so much.
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at 15 I develop pocd and I still don’t know what caused these thoguhts , I’m horrified with myself
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Anyone else develop it in their 30s? I’m 33 and just started showing symptoms in October 2024. So far have only been diagnosed with GAD , PD and depression.I started having intrusive thoughts after a series of panic attacks . My compulsions would be googling. I have made an effort to stop though because it only makes me feel worse. My intrusive thoughts have been around fear of going crazy
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