- Username
- Magzzz
- Date posted
- 4y ago
Please don’t hurt yourself. You are loved by so many people. Your friends and family love you and care about you a lot. They would be devastated if something happened to you as they would wonder what more they could have done to help you. Have you tried showing your parents websites on what ocd is. You will get better soon it will just take time. We can get through this together and we are all here for you.
I don't know how much longer I can take it. I feel like such a burden to everyone. I tried to tell them it could be OCD but they just get frustrated and mad at me and yell at me. Thank you for your kindness I appreciate it
@Staystrong❤ I’m sorry to hear that your parents are not listening to your cry’s of help. Your welcome. Take care and try to do the things that make you happy. If you have the thought to hurt yourself please go to the Ed, call the suicide hotline or speak to a professional. We all care about you and we wouldn’t want anything happen to you.
@hanajade I will try. I don't want to die. I just want the pain to go away. Thank you
@Staystrong❤ I totally understand what you mean.
Please call this number and get help. You deserve to be here and your feelings are very real. 800.273.8255
It'll get better. Believe me. It is hard I know but you are strong girl. Harming yourself is not a solution. Believe in yourself. You are beautiful and smart human being. You can handle it!
I'm going to do my best to get. Thank you so much.
@Staystrong❤ *Better
please don’t hurt yourself. as someone who has attempted suicide over this i can tell you that an experience like that is traumatizing and not worth it. if you failed at it, it puts you at an even harder level of recovering. succeeding at suicide will make everyone around you miserable for the rest of their lives. so please i urge you to start imerssing yourself in ERP. it’s so difficult at first but you’ll slowly start seeing the light of day by doing it
I won't. I'm so sorry. I don't want to die I just want the pain to go away but I've realized that it would be a permanent solution to a temporary problem and I don't want to hurt anyone I love. My family is already going through so much already. I'm going to try to get better and help myself. Thank you for your kindness 😇
you’ve got this♥️, and im really so sorry you feel this way
It's ok 😊
Not having support is difficult. Besides this app, what other resources do you use?
I don't really have anything else
@Staystrong❤ Have you ever listened to the OCD Stories podcast?
@Ben84 No is it helpful?
@Staystrong❤ Yup! How about Chrissie Hodges You Tube videos? On Instagram, Kimberly Quinlan, Obsessivelyeverafter, and Ocdbaltimore are good starters ☺.
@Ben84 I've watched some of her videos she's awesome! I will look into those thank you 😄
@Staystrong❤ You're welcome ☺. Not having therapy is a tougher road for sure, but not a hopeless one.
@Ben84 It's rough but I'm hoping this is all temporary
I can't anymore. I feel like life's all about pain. Ecery though there are happy moments, but when sadness take over them i just can't. It's not getting any easier. I'm sick of being yhis way and crying every single day. I told my family that i feel anxious so i want to go to s therapist. I didn't tell them about ocd. Even over this small thing my mum keeps rechecking on me. I'm not liking it. It's keeping me from telling them that i really want to go. My mum keeps asking if i want to go but they won't take me to see therapist. I don't want to live like this. Feelsike I'm not at all living my own life. I don't want to live
Cw- SI, S/H references I try so hard just to let the thoughts be there and not bother me but they just keep coming back over and over, I don’t trust myself anymore I feel like an evil person and I just want to kill myself I’m so scared that I’m actually what my thoughts say I am, if I am then I will have to kill myself, it feels like a stain on my soul It’s gotten to the point where I’m considering mutilating parts of my body just so I can’t feel anything in those parts or ever use them again I can’t find any relief anywhere, I haven’t felt sure of myself in months, people always tell me it’s okay that I have these thoughts because I don’t want to act on them but my brain keeps saying I do and I would rather kill myself And I’m just so sick of the people saying to accept the uncertainty, I don’t want to have to carry this for the rest of my life I wish I could have literally any other subtype, which I know is selfish of me because everyone else here is suffering too but the stigma and the shame around this one actually sucks the joy out of everything I do
I’m not diagnosed. Let’s just get that out of the way cause I’m tired of venting and having everyone reassuring me not knowing that. There are so many ways that THAT can be true. I’ve been doing nothing but theorizing as to how and why it can be true. There’s actual reasons why I feel like it’s true too. There’s times when those thoughts cross my mind and I get this brief sense that might mean that I may like it. I don’t wanna feel this way. I don’t wanna be this person. But saying that doesn’t mean anything. I wish I can just take a pill or press a button so I don’t have to think or feel anything anymore. Please please please don’t let it be true I just wanna cry. There’s nothing I can do to change this shit and I feel like this is who I’ve become it feels too real. Will therapy even help or when i have to talk about my thoughts will my therapist just realize I’m beyond help?
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