TW* I dont think I ever felt real attraction for women before maybe I did I cant really remember but I strongly think I was never attracted and now after hocd i finally understand what attraction feels like and how relationships work and I just cant see myself in one with a girl bc I dont even feel desire for them. Im only feeling all sorts of attraction/desires towards guys and can see myself doing relationship things with them. It just seems too normal and clear for me, like women dont even come in my head any longer. Ugh can someone talk pls, i knew this would end up happening, what do I even tell my therapist now?