I really love my partner he is so understanding and patient when it comes to my intrusive thoughts about him cheating on me but it's so hard to fight these insecurities, I have forgotten to live my own life because my life is based on his and I completely forgot myself. I think I am ready to ask my psychiatrist for some medical help because I need to love myself. Now I just hate it so much

Going through the exact same...my every day life is focused on what ifs and all the time thinking that my husband is doing something bad behind my back. As a result I am afraid all the time and don't really live my life. I feel so low and depressed that I am not living the life I am supposed to and all the time I am thinking about the other person's behaviour. This is truly devastating...i feel like I can't go on sometimes. Today I felt really bad and cried a lot, like this will never be over... I can totally understand you

this has been happening to me too :/ i’ve just been feeling extremely insecure in myself to the point where i overthink when my bf tells me stories of his girl coworkers or just get scared he’ll find other girls more attractive than me. i woke up this morning so drained and i just don’t know what to really feel

We have to make it and shut the mouths of our monsters even tho it's so hard I'm sure we are strong enough to do so!!!

It's like I have zero self esteem and believe everyone will betray me in a way. It's so hard for me to trust someone even if i feel loved. My mind is always suspicious and anxious like something bad must be happening. I can't live in an other way. I hate myself for having these thoughts and fears like I don't believe at all in my power and personality. It's so crazy when I think about it with clear mind but at the same time I can't stop these horrible thoughts...I wish this torture would go away... I can't deal with any more pain and insecurity. My life has become an endless fight against my own mind. I suffer so much as many people too and nobody that doesn't have it will ever understand the real issue and the torture we go through...