JM1998
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- 5y ago
MikeWietechaMikeWietecha
- Date posted
- 5y ago
@jm1998 She just fell out of love with me and wanted more out of life than I could offer. Dealing with this has made me a very minimalist and stoic person. All I want is peace of mind from this torture, so I don't have many desires such as fancy things, expensive vacations, giant house. I just want love and peace, which can be very disappointing for those who want more. It was hard, but I feel this is a good thing. Once I beat this, I will be more selective to find a woman who can appreciate my outlook on life. I truly feel for the first time in a long time that things are going to be alright
MikeWietechaMikeWietecha
- Date posted
- 5y ago
I'm sorry man. It's rough. I was together with my wife for 8 years, most of the time feeling numb. I didn't feel anything towards anyone, except maybe hate for myself. I was also scared to work with a therapist cause they would just say I'm in denial. I just kept trying to figure things out and don't realize I was basically checking and looking for reassurance constantly. I feel like the nightmare is over and now it's time to heal. I have been doing workbooks alone cause I'm afraid of therapists reactions and I'm also poor. There are a lot of great workbooks out there and awesome videos on YouTube. I'm going to save so I can actually get therapy soon though. I think that will really do wonders
JM1998JM1998
- Date posted
- 5y ago
@icandothings what made you two split?
daveygdaveyg
- Date posted
- 5y ago
Guys, you have to slowly face your fears about this, one of the big things with ocd is self doubt, you don’t trust yourself and you fall victim to these thoughts and they convince you that you’re a particular type of person. But guess what, you are you and no thoughts or worries is going to change that
Matty ZMatty Z
- Date posted
- 5y ago
Quit PMO!
MikeWietechaMikeWietecha
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- 5y ago
@matty z what is PMO?
Matty ZMatty Z
- Date posted
- 5y ago
Porn
MikeWietechaMikeWietecha
- Date posted
- 5y ago
@matty why are saying that? Not sure how it's relevant
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