Is it possible to have a relationship and get your normal attraction back for whoever has hocd? Are these thoughts gonna be always here? I'm so sick I can't even think about what I want without having these images

That's what freaks me out the most. What if my mind become so obsessed? I can't even daydream anymore because everything triggers me. I just want to go back and being a normal teenager

I get exactly what you're saying. Now even when I find an attractive guy attractive or my crush my mind goes like "you sure you're not lying to yourself" this sounds crazy but I wish I could just see guys because being with people of the same sex gives me anxiety and it makes me want to "hate" them and I get all these intrusive thoughts idk if this makes sense lol. I have low self esteem so I always wanted to be like models but now it's like my mind tells me I was lying all along

I am in a relationship and suffering with Hocd and I get brief moments of clarity like “oh my god what have I been thinking!” Then obviously the obsessions begin again. I am so in love with my man. This is the worst thing ever! I hate it I cried to him this morning and he laughed caused he realized how irrational I was being! I just wanna go back to being my normal self!