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- Florina
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- 5y ago
I am from Romania,but I speak Spanish as well because my Dad used to work in Spain and I have spent a summer there when I was a kid. Also my brother lives there,my sister in law is Colombian and my nieces are half Colombian. Good to know there are people from other countries as well in here. Glad to meet you. Also,I hope you are feeling well ❤
Thanks, you too! It’s possible I swear to find help, I thought I’ll never find one therapist either, and here I am with my first appointment today! And another therapist in line in case this one doesn’t work! Find one, they at won’t there I swear!
Well Im from Costa Rica and we speak Spanish but I use English here because it is the only language I see people using. In my case, I feel like here it is also a little difficult to find someone who specializes in OCD, and I dont want to go to just any doctor because I fear they will tell me I just dont love my boyfriend anymore but I mean I have looking up for information and all and I can relate to most if not all of the obssessions and compulsions from rOCD,but yeah I find it a little difficult too
I understand what you talking, I live in Brazil and some types of themes is very taboo, you are considered a monster, like POCD for example, wich I suffer for, that actually almost nobody here know this variation of OCD and that keeps me alway from getting help from psychologist or even closest friends
Newstage , exactly. That's what I am talking about. I am almost in the same situation. I don't have a specific type,but it is hard to get help because there aren't OCD specialists in here and mental health is a topic people don't know much about. It is a very sad reality but at least I know now that I am not alone. Lately I considered myself a weirdo because of this but I found this application and I am very happy because of this. I really help you are doing well and recovering. Be blessed ❤
Wellll, i come from Ecuador, I always speak Spanish because of that. I only communicate here in English Because I just find it easier. And people here at empathy form the USA
Oh, that's amazing,I am glad things are getting well for you. ❤ I also found two therapists,I want to start therapy and as you said,if the first doesn't work,then try the second, it's just I am really in a bad state and very isolated, it's like a challenge for me to do things,but I will,I really will. And can I ask,how you choose the therapist? You have a specific type of therapist you search for? And can I ask where you live now? Still in Ecuador?
Yep. I live in ecuador. I started googling, asking my parents, and I also started emailing them and I eventually found one! I am on my way to my first appointment actually
Im from Spain actually, you are not alone
Brooklyn 33, it feels good not being alone. ❤ From which region of Spain are you? Also,I hope you are feeling well and things are getting better for you.
Im from Madrid, the capital ^^ It has been the hardest 7 months of my life but... Im improving a lot ♡ is a time to forgive yourself more than ever
I was In Madrid last month haha. That’s crazyyy
Wow, we also have a lot of therapists here who can treat hocd ♡ of you need anything
Brooklyn33 , I understand and I am glad you are improving a lot. Some 'OCD moments' of mine were really tough too. I can't say I am much better now,but I am struggling, trying to cope. I wish you to be well ❤
idont241 ,I am very happy for you. ❤
xMariax , I understand. Yes,same here,I have never even heard of OCD specialists practicing here. When I have started researching and I found out there are OCD clinics in the US I was shocked. I hope you are doing well ❤ I understand the struggle. I suffer from Affective Disorder , which manifests on myself as anxiety and OCD. I don't know if I am a specific type,I do have unwanted intrusive thoughts,but rarely. But I have rituals, doing things in a certain way, putting stuff in a certain order, checking etc it is very tiring,but I refuse giving up.
I’ve got ocd (lol obs) and I’ve always had it, and I’ve tried to tell my mom so many times. I’m 17, and for years I’ve had so many horrific (what I call) flare ups. And it sometimes feels like a bingo game w the amount of types I’ve had. Sometimes I really do just wish I could go to my mom and say “mom I’ve got ocd and it’s really bad atm and I just wanna be okay again because I know it’s ocd but I’m sick of it being there can I please please get some help please it’s not okay please get me some help.” The ironic part is she’s a frigging nurse. And she must just be in some kinda denial. I’m just kinda waiting for this part to pass, I’ve made it 17 years w nobody to help me. I’ve only just told my friends what it’s like but I said things that weren’t currently in my flare up. I swear I’m on the verge of being sectioned for psychosis at this point. But I have made it this far- it will go away at some point on its own. But why won’t my mom help me. Why’s she so defensive- (I know why just like “why oh why won’t she. Yk?) but she’s so blinded by no no it’s all okay everything is okay. I’m sat in my room thinking the only way I could make her see- mom I rly am not okay is if I k*//ed myself. Like, then she’ll be like “…ohhh so she wasn’t okaaay” 💀🥹 if any one person could read this, and just type that it’s okay or something not as obs and generic as “it’s okay” but like just something to show someone’s listened. Thanks. I’ll ignore my trust issues, it’s an ocd app we’re all out here struggling but thanks x🤍🤌
Hi, everyone! My family has just moved from California to Connecticut, and I'm not doing very well. Late last year, at the age of 19, I realized that I have OCD. Finally being able to put a name to all of the thoughts, compulsions, and images that I've dealt with all my life has been a game changer, and for some years, I've had a routine involving exercise and meditation that really helped to mollify what I now know to be symptoms. However, since the move, I'm having a lot of trouble finding relief. I've been feeling really depressed and sick, and being in an unfamiliar house and neighborhood has me feeling very lost and confused. I'm trying to be strong for my loved ones, since it's been difficult for all of us, and they're all very happy with the new place - and I do really love the house, too - but it just isn't home, and everything is so different. I don't know what to do. Any advice would be much appreciated. Thank you! <3
Is it ocd or is it denial I don't get what ifs and I wasn't diagnosed with ocd I went to the pych twice and part me just doesn't want to be tru that I'm might be a p and using ocd just for me not to believe it. Im going to go again and if they say I am a p I'm going to end it because that's a scary thought and I'm also worried about my relationship with my boyfriend he is 6 years younger then me and I'm 27 and he's 21 I met him when he was 19 turning 20 and I was 25 turning 26. I'm tired and I don't want sympathy I just needed to type this out it's been getting on my nerves a lot and I think everyday of breaking up with him fear of judgement. He does act very immature I don't know what do with my life myself and the people around me and making friends is not my cup of tea everytime im around new people I feel like I'm hiding a big secret and I don't want to get close to anyone and just makes me feel bitter because people just be normal and not have these intrusive thoughts pop up and lm like why me why why me. And I just push everyone away I can't stand myself either I'm fat and eating is what really what makes me happy no one knows what I go through and I can't talk about it I'm afraid of getting shunned or that I won't get better and actually seek help that I know I need I've feel like I have no control over my life I'm 27 no job I don't have my own place my sisters are doing better then me I probably sound selfish I want to get better and it if is just ocd it would be a sigh of relief and I can work through my issues. I have more I want to say but this part of my truth
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