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Yes, I have a friend who has “original” OCD but it involves Religion, she says that she doesn’t want anything bad to happen to her family or friends so she Prays a certain way and it’s a compulsion of hers, and when we Pray together I always tell her, “don’t do the thing, God has it under control” and then she feels so much better afterwards and proud of herself that she didn’t! So yes, it is a real thing! God Bless! ❤️
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I used to
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You got over it?
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Yes, well I still get the thoughts sometimes and some rumination over them, but they don't affect me as much. Sometimes they do, but it's not costant they don't hold a lot of meaning in the long run
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Thanks❤️
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hell yes. thankfully i got over it.
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Scruples? Yup.
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What were your specific issues having to do with it if nobody minds me asking?
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Yes. Mine was/is a mixture of scrupulosity (being terrified that I would be sent to hell because I was sinful) and existential-themed ocd (fear that I would lose my faith, that I don’t really being in God, etc). The existential ocd has been the hardest to deal with out of all the ocd themes I’ve dealt with. But I’m trying to treat it as I would treat any other theme—with erp.
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I have had it but not sure if it’s scrupulosity but it was religious themed. I use to obsess that the panic attacks and anxiety attacks were “demonic” like “what if I’m possessed” “what if it’s a demon trying to take over my soul to harm myself or others” or “just possess me.” I would read the Bible and avoid any texts that talked about demons. In worship at church I would be singing and worshiping and feel like “what if a demon manifests out of me” I always felt I needed to be near church people, in church every time it was open, near pastors, or carrying my Bible just in case a demon would manifest. Like it really is so stupid now and funny but it was a scary scary scary time in my life! I always wanted to come home from being out and about shopping to read my Bible for hours so that I wouldn’t get “possessed” ahaha I’m so glad I can laugh at it now back then I would never even spell out demon or say the word.
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can i talk to you about this?
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Prayer (mainly endless repetition of certain prayers, careful avoidance of certain numbers, etc.) tend to consume my mind in the worst moments....
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Same @michelle and @Melly Mel how did you get over that? I don’t have that exact problem although sometimes I do worry about that but like I don’t know it’s just so exhausting?
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@puppychino I understand that too because I have those problems as well as my other ocd ?
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Last question for the day lol. Does anyone have religious ocd like you think everything is a “sign”?
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Hi! I have been struggling with ocd for many years of my life, however, I have recently been struggling with religious ocd. Currently my ocd has been putting thought into my mind like, “you shouldn’t go to that party, because “God” doesn’t what you to” or “don’t do this or else it’s going to make “God” mad.” These thoughts have been overall causing me so much anxiety, and truly I don’t know what to do. I’ve been struggling to identify it’s actually Gods voice or not. Also, my ocd has been also making my prayer a very stressful part of my day, which is not how it should feel at all. Now finding peace in prayer feels more like a chore, than a conversation. Does anybody else have ocd like this? If so, any tips?
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My religious OCD is having a field day with Christianity. I grew up Catholic, although we were the type of family who only really went to church on holidays. It was just a knowing of our belief in Jesus, and trying to live morally good lives. Knowing that Jesus died for our sins. Then my OCD latched onto the idea of “willful sinning”, knowing something is a sin but doing it anyway. I am not a saint. I swear, I engage in sexual activity, I tell white lies occasionally, drink alcohol occasionally…. Much less than the typical person. I know these things are sins according to the bible. I feel like I do decently well and am a decently good person. But my OCD has decided that because I don’t 100% align with the teachings of the bible, I must be going to Hell. The worst part is I don’t even entirely feel guilty, which makes me feel like I’m just truly evil and want these things. No amount of reassurance feels like enough, it feels like unless God told me directly himself that I’ll never be able to let this go. I’m getting frustrated with religion, and with myself. It feels like no answer is right. You would think the fear would drive me into being a perfect person, but its not, and what OCD deems as “perfect” feels impossible to attain. What am I supposed to do? How can you feel peace with God, while you’re also supposed to fear Him? I feel like I’m not good enough for Him, and never will be.
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