- Username
- justsomone1
- Date posted
- 1y ago
I just don’t know :(
why am I so scared of death at 15 ???? I think everything is a sign and I’m constantly in fear of how my friends and family would feel if I died it makes me wanna cry. 🥹🥹
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- Traveller Traveller
- Date posted
- 1y ago
Im sorry to hear your fear! It must be so daunting. I have this fear too when I was 10. To the point I do a lot of mental and physical compulsions and persuade myself that I can live forever. It is daunting to think about death. But it’s the living part that’s important to think about. I like to think that a second is just a measurement of time, but any good moment can be forever long. When we die, we don’t disappear, we just walk out of time.
- Username
- justsomone1justsomone1
- Date posted
- 1y ago
@Traveller Thankyou !
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- AnoymousAnoymous
- Date posted
- 1y ago
I’m so sorry…it’s so painful to witness ourselves be so gripped by fear. Let the tears roll friend. I will hold hope for you. Keep seeking help, and keep trying…life is just beginning. Better seasons will come.
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- justsomone1justsomone1
- Date posted
- 1y ago
@MadSeason 🥹🥹💖
- Username
- moonjoymoonjoy
- Date posted
- 1y ago
i understand this feeling. im 21 , but i have this fear of just how im gonna grow old & die or suffer and i get extremely paranoid about it . it makes me no able to sleep & everything. i used to think i was gonna die a lot when i was little too and id get extremely nervous. i don’t have anything really to help, i wish i did but i can relate. youre not alone
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- Anonymo_USAnonymo_US
- Date posted
- 1y ago
You aren’t just someone, you are someone special to so many. You are living the wonder years of your life and your probability to die at 15 is less than 0.05% - that is 0.05 out of 1000 or extremely unlikely. I am not a therapist but from general experience living life, it might help to replace these disturbing thoughts with something exciting m. Maybe daydream a little. Maybe think about the beautiful life that awaits you on the other side of 20. Think how you want to build your career, what you want to do, where you want to go… just think something else happy. Good luck!
- Username
- justsomone1justsomone1
- Date posted
- 1y ago
@Anonymo_US Thankyou so much. 💖
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- Erin PErin P
- Date posted
- 1y ago
I recommend ERSp therapy to help you with this.
- Username
- Erin PErin P
- Date posted
- 1y ago
@Erin P **ERP
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- Charliexo
- Date posted
- 5y ago
For the past month and a half I’ve been getting horrible thoughts that I’m going to die soon and I keep seeing things on the news about 18 year olds dying and I’m scared it’s a sign because I’m 17 and my head keeps telling me somethings going to happen before I turn 18 or when I turn 18. I’ve also got a constant feeling in my gut that something bad is going to happen to me and it never goes away it’s a horrible feeling and I don’t know what to do. My head also keeps telling me I’m ready to die which I’m not I don’t want to, I’m living my life in fear and I’m really scared it’s not anxiety. Could this just be my mind daring me to think these things like the feeling I’m ready to die etc or is it my gut trying to tell me something and it’s sending me signs. I’m really scared. Please help.
- Username
- justsomone1
- Date posted
- 1y ago
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I’m so scared of the uncertainty of what’s gonna happen in the world , I wake up everyday and get a fear that maybe the rapture is coming , or aliens 🤦🏼♀️ I just keep taking it day by day and it sucks. I hate this fear , I’m 15 and I’m afraid I’m not gonna be able to grow up .. have kids get married raise my kids because of this world. It sucks :(
- Username
- Vee4444
- Date posted
- 50w ago
When the massive paranoia of death hits lol
I'm literally just hanging out with my sister and having a good time and I realized "I'm not gonna be young like this forever" and that I'm not immune to death or aging. I'm living just to slowly watch my body die. I'm already going to be 15 this year. I've already passed so much time and I feel like it's going to be so quick and I'll be dead. What if I like living more? What if there's nothing after death? What if it's just black and everything is for nothing. It kinda makes me wish I wasn't born so i wouldn't have to deal with this. it's so stressful. Every moment that passes I'm just getting closer to something I can't control. It's so scary. I can't do this. I physically cannot accept one day I'm going to be gone absolutely forever. I'll have to leave everything. Two minutes ago I wasn't as close to death as I am now. I'm cant handle this.
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