justsomone1
- Date posted
- 2y
I just don’t know :(
why am I so scared of death at 15 ???? I think everything is a sign and I’m constantly in fear of how my friends and family would feel if I died it makes me wanna cry. 🥹🥹
Traveller Traveller
- Date posted
- 2y
Im sorry to hear your fear! It must be so daunting. I have this fear too when I was 10. To the point I do a lot of mental and physical compulsions and persuade myself that I can live forever. It is daunting to think about death. But it’s the living part that’s important to think about. I like to think that a second is just a measurement of time, but any good moment can be forever long. When we die, we don’t disappear, we just walk out of time.
justsomone1justsomone1
- Date posted
- 2y
@Traveller Thankyou !
AnoymousAnoymous
- Date posted
- 2y
I’m so sorry…it’s so painful to witness ourselves be so gripped by fear. Let the tears roll friend. I will hold hope for you. Keep seeking help, and keep trying…life is just beginning. Better seasons will come.
justsomone1justsomone1
- Date posted
- 2y
@MadSeason 🥹🥹💖
moonjoymoonjoy
- Date posted
- 2y
i understand this feeling. im 21 , but i have this fear of just how im gonna grow old & die or suffer and i get extremely paranoid about it . it makes me no able to sleep & everything. i used to think i was gonna die a lot when i was little too and id get extremely nervous. i don’t have anything really to help, i wish i did but i can relate. youre not alone
Anonymo_USAnonymo_US
- Date posted
- 2y
You aren’t just someone, you are someone special to so many. You are living the wonder years of your life and your probability to die at 15 is less than 0.05% - that is 0.05 out of 1000 or extremely unlikely. I am not a therapist but from general experience living life, it might help to replace these disturbing thoughts with something exciting m. Maybe daydream a little. Maybe think about the beautiful life that awaits you on the other side of 20. Think how you want to build your career, what you want to do, where you want to go… just think something else happy. Good luck!
justsomone1justsomone1
- Date posted
- 2y
@Anonymo_US Thankyou so much. 💖
Erin PErin P
- Date posted
- 2y
I recommend ERSp therapy to help you with this.
Erin PErin P
- Date posted
- 2y
@Erin P **ERP
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