- Username
- Mittin
- Date posted
- 1y ago
Based on a real event with hocd
When I was 12 there was a girl in our school at first I was very excited to go with her... when our final exams were over I had cried a little becoz I will not be seeing her for few days... After few weeks we were again going school together.. But my excitement to go with her started fading away... Even when if I see her around I was not interested to talk.that's the story.... 10 years later I suddenly developed hocd.I am a straight women.. The same sex attraction I get now I know that's Becoz of hocd.. You know how it works.. But I am constantly worried about the event which happened 9 years ago... I am not sure how I felt for that girl.. All I remember was.. I was very excited to school with but that excitement faded away also.. My hocd constantly tells me that you were in love with that girl you are denying it.. What worries me even more that.. Why I didn't get anxiety back then.. I was pretty normal.. And that incident doesn't mattered to me at all before my hocd.. But after hocd that particular event of mine is a favourite thing of hocd to give me anxiety..