This is ridiculous, now I feel like I’m truly questioning my sexuality. I’m 15. Never had a crush on a girl, don’t think I have. Touched myself to lesbian porn mostly, turned on by sexual images of women but still I never questioned what I felt for boys. I knew I would crush on them, I knew they were feelings. If anything maybe I could be bisexual. But still that doesn’t seem right. I’m just completely lost. Maybe I’m just thinking to much. It shouldn’t be this hard right? I read bisexual people immediately knew. Most of them I think, they realized all their crushes and Fantasies they wanted in real life. I never fantasized about a women, or any girl. I remember crushing on a senior once, I felt excited to see him at school. And fantasized about him. And with my Boyfriend he was just so innocent, and cute and sweet, and when we do sexual stuff I like it. I get uhm .. wet. Sorryyy. I recently got advice to look out for any girl crushes. And I’m really scared about that now. Maybe I can crush on a girl and maybe I can’t. I don’t know anymore. I feel completely unsure of everything. Im not sure if I’m straight or not. I recently started to take quizzes again. I either got straight or bisexual. And idk can anyone give advice? Thanks for reading through all of this if you did.

All this taking quizzes and lookking at sexual images of women... seems you are looking for proof to prove/disprove your obsession that you're bisexual. This is a common compulsion, because you're using these to quench your uncertainty about your sexuality. The more you do these compulsions, the more uncertain you just become. You know it's OCD when instead of accepting yourself with peace you just get even more dreadful with every compulsion. I recommend Ali Greymond's youtube videos on the "What if it's not OCD" worries because it seems that's one of your themes as well. You can get through this!! Lots of people have similar OCD experiences too and they recovered. You can do this too :)

Take a deep breath, inhale then exhale. It is more than okay to not be sure especially at the age of 15. Allow life in time to show you who you are and who you like. But as of right now just enjoy it

Rule 1: If you say your heterosexual, then you are. Rule 2: There are no other rules. Everything you write is very much that of a lot of straight women. I don’t mean to give reassurance, but I state facts. Many women report being aroused by images of women and watching lesbian porn concurrently not want to have sex with them. Again, don’t take this as reassurance. It’s just a fact that you should know.

So you guys this is ocd?

All these comments are fantastic, side note I mainly identify as straight but I prefer lesbian porn. Why? Because unfortunately the porn industry is male dominated, made for the pleasure of men and directed mainly by men. So I noticed I could tell when woman weren’t enjoying themselves because either they were selfish and not taking interest in pleasing the female or the actress seemed out of place, or it seemed aggressive. Sexuality is fluid and there’s nothing wrong with that. With the whole crush thing, don’t worry bout that sweetheart, I barely had crushes growing up. Why? Because it’s more than physical attraction it’s also making connections with people and liking their personality. Your growing up and it’s weird and awkward and that’s totally normal, you’ll find your footing. ❤️

can i ask how you are now?