- Date posted
- 5y ago
- Date posted
- 5y ago
@ultimatelyumi Honestly all I can say is thank you. Dealing with can be so hard and so difficult to open up about. This made me cry because it made me realize that i am not alone, it gave me strength made feel like I can do it for once. Thank you..
- Date posted
- 5y ago
@Mochi. You want you to know that you are not alone. Yes, I’ve had breakup urges before. In fact, I had it when I had confessed to doing something terrible (and it wasn’t OCD this time) so it was worse. I felt terrible, pulling him in with “please don’t go” then telling him “no. I’m hurting you. I don’t deserve you” (somewhere along the lines). I understand the confusion and hurt. I understand the thoughts that tell you to let go of him. But to think if you have ROCD or not, you don’t have to solve that question. Accept uncertainty, it is absolutely okay to not know (: If you feel the thoughts again to break up with him, come back to this: 1. Breathe. Mindfulness: you deserve to know and be in the present. Observe your surroundings, feel the earth you are standing on. Look at your hand. Is the sky blue? Breathe in, take it in. Feel your heartbeat. If you’re breathing terribly: do the 4-7-8 breathing. (With mouth inhales, exhales.) 4 for inhale. 7 for holding in breath. 8 four exhale with whoosh sound. 2. Tell your boyfriend that you have this compulsion. I know it gives you relief, but these compulsions can hurt your loved ones. Sometimes they take it too personally, they get hurt. Even if they try to understand, they will feel a way about it. Tell him not to give you reassurance such as “I know you’re a good person. I know this is your OCD”. But apologize, for your compulsions. Talk to him. Give him a talk. Sometimes, it can lead to bottled emotions. Tell him about your anxiety, how grateful you are to have him, that things are difficult, and that you are sorry. Apologize. 3. Accept that this is an OCD thought. It is a thought. Can you control this thought? No. You cannot. But you know what you can do? You can control... your actions. example: OCD telling you that you don’t deserve them and that you should break up with them. You feel anxiety, you want to cry. You feel panicked but you fear it’s the right choice. But here is when ACT comes in. Observe the thought. Accept it. Let yourself feel the terribly pain feeling anxiety that makes you cry at night and wonder “oh god.” Then remember about your values. You want to stay with him. Even though you feel like you don’t, YOU know you want to yourself. You probably want to be a good girlfriend and stay with this love of your life. The person that makes you laugh, that makes you smile. Does breaking up with him with no absolute reason (besides anxiety) correspond with your values? No. It doesn’t. But staying with him, is staying committed to your values. You accept the thought, the anxiety, Remember your values And stay committed to them. Don’t let OCD keep you from being the girlfriend you want to be. Don’t let the anxiety keep you away from your values. Act on your values. Even if it hurts. Not your thoughts. (: hope it works out. Come back anytime!! ☀️?
- Date posted
- 5y ago
@aholcomb17 I am soooo sorry I replied late omggg!! If you’re looking for a way to relieve your anxiety or figure out your anxiety (in a compulsion way) please skip. If not, and you are just wondering, I believe that the thoughts do not affect you anymore if they don’t bring anxiety. It simply doesn’t trigger your OCD (:
- Date posted
- 5y ago
@mochi Your response touched my heart so much!!! I felt alone too,, I felt lost and I didn’t know what was happening to me. I needed something or someone to explain what the heck was happening to me. You are strong enough. I believe in you,, everything’s going to be okay (:
- Date posted
- 5y ago
How do you beat it? It has lead to the ending of 2 relationships for me I believe. I hadn't try to date someone for 5 years. Got involved with someone and it happened all over again with the thoughts, worries and anxiety.
- Date posted
- 5y ago
How do you distinguish between instincts/reality and ocd thoughts? I find it’s a constant battle within me
- Date posted
- 5y ago
@Hockeyguy2019, I’m so sorry it led to that ending. Nobody ever wants that. I believe that when all the thoughts, worries and anxiety comes back, it hits hard. Since you have not been able to fight through it initially, and maybe it came back when someone finally important came into your life. There is ERP and CBT and ACT. ACT is basically looking at your thoughts and letting it through, while staying committed to your values. ERP is exposing yourself to situations that give you anxiety. So that (what I say) an immunity builds up towards it. This can be - letting yourself close to someone else, kissing your gf’s when OCD makes you feel like you shouldn’t, etc. Try giving yourself 2-5 months to work on your ERP. Stay strict on your schedule,, Good luck.
- Date posted
- 5y ago
Did you ever have break up urges? Like do your doubts ever get so bad that you constantly want to break up with your SO? How do you stop from acting out on them? Its been happening to me a lot lately and I know that by pushing him away then pulling him back im just hurting and confusing him but i can't stop the doubts feel too real. I honestly don't even know if I even have rocd or if we're just doomed..
- Date posted
- 5y ago
Michi, yes I have had that. I often looked for reassurance from family members that I was in the right relationship. I over analyzed everything. I had good times and bad times. Imagine to yourself if you do break up. How would you feel then? Like you lost someone special. It's like a double edged sword these thoughts
- Date posted
- 5y ago
Thank you for the advice. It's just disappointing because she is not in my life and wishing she was now. Now I am left with the should of could would of regrets now.
- Date posted
- 5y ago
@Em4706 Sorry I didn’t reply sooner, I was busy! I can tell you’re trying to figure out whether something is not OCD or is OCD/your anxiety. Simply, that is a question often asked in a form of reassurance? Is “Did I really do (insert bad thing) here or is it my OCD” or “Do I love him or is it just my OCD” familiar? These two are examples of your question. The best thing to do is be uncertain - you don’t have to know whether it’s OCD or not. If you feel anxious about the consequences, feel them. Welcome them (: sometimes, this question is something that shouldn’t be answered. (Unless you want harmful short term relief). Hope that helps you out. Good luck (: you’ll make it. Keep fighting the battle, take breaks, just remember, take it one day at a time ?
- Date posted
- 5y ago
What do you do when you have a thought and get anxious and obsess but at the same time don’t seem to care and just have no clarity
- Date posted
- 5y ago
If it doesn’t trigger my ocd does that make the thoughts true ?
- Date posted
- 5y ago
Maybe it does make it true, or maybe it doesn’t. Try and understand that it’s best to accept the horrible deathly feeling of not knowing whether it is or not. Then go on with your day as if you never had the thought. Continue being productive (:
- Date posted
- 5y ago
I don’t want it to be true :(
- Date posted
- 5y ago
If it’s not true then why do the thoughts feel real and true despite the anxiety
Related posts
- Date posted
- 12w ago
Hello! I just got diagnosed with OCD a week ago and joined the app today to find a sense of community. Since my understanding of treatment is minimal at this point, I'm confused why everything on here tells us not to seek or give reassurance? If someone could explain the reasoning behind that it would be greatly appreciated, as I want to make sure I'm not only watching out for it in my personal life but also using this app appropriately.
- User type
- OCD Conqueror
- Date posted
- 12w ago
Hi everyone, I’m Cayla. I’m a mom that’s lived with OCD since childhood, but my breaking point came more recently after having my son. I was consumed by terrifying thoughts—What if I hurt him? What if I did something awful without realizing it? I was so afraid of my own mind that I couldn’t be alone with him. The shame and exhaustion were unbearable, and I convinced myself I was broken. In 2024, I finally sought help. ERP therapy at NOCD was one of the hardest things I’ve ever done, but it saved my life. Even now, I have tough days, but I know I don’t have to be ruled by OCD. When my 12 year old daughter began showing signs of OCD, I felt overwhelmed with guilt. I never wanted her to go through what I had, but I knew what to do. I told her that I have OCD too and made sure she knew it wasn’t her fault—and that she wasn’t alone. One of the hardest parts of this journey was trusting someone else with my daughter’s OCD. I knew how vulnerable it feels to share intrusive thoughts, and I wanted her to feel safe. Her NOCD therapist was able to establish trust and genuine empathy from the start, and that relationship gave her the confidence to face ERP head-on. Seeing her build that trust made me certain she was in the right hands. ERP has helped both of us reclaim our lives, and it is beautiful to see my daughter managing her condition and making visible progress. Parenting with OCD while raising a child with OCD isn’t talked about enough, but I know so many parents are struggling with these same challenges. If you have questions about managing OCD while parenting, helping your child through ERP, or breaking cycles of guilt, drop them below—I’d love to share what I’ve learned. I’ll be answering all of the questions I receive in real-time today 4-5pm ET.
- User type
- Therapist
- Date posted
- 10w ago
Should I start therapy? What if I say something that they think is odd, strange, illegal, etc.? What if they tell me it is not OCD? These are just a small handful of the things that I have heard from people who are worried about starting therapy. And, it is unfortunate that these types of questions, and the fear of their answers, keep people suffering. If you have these questions, I want to know about them. I hope that you will gain some insight and inspiration to take that step and try out NOCD ERP for your OCD. So, let me hear from you and let's overcome these fears together. Ask me Anything in the comments below.
Be a part of the largest OCD Community
Share your thoughts so the Community can respond