Question for other HOCD/SO-OCD sufferers

I completely relate. I used to do so many tests from every website (from more specific to OCD and mental health to buzzfeed tests). It did not matter that the test told me that I had HOCD or confirmed my sexual orientation, I had to repeat it because my brain was saying that I was cheating on the test and it was not true. Try to restrain from doing them. It doesn’t really matter the results, your brain will always tell you that you are lying

For me, it was coming to the realization that no matter what any of the test said and my brain would just ask what if it’s wrong, or something along those lines. The tests were just a compulsion and no matter how many times I was told this is most likely HOCD, I couldn’t go on with my day. Even now as I’m doing much better than I was at my lowest point, I still have that urge to do a test or look something up to make sure, but I know giving in won’t help the situation and will only make it worse in the long run