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- 6y
- Date posted
- 6y
I put my hope and faith in Jesus and I can't look back. He has given me eternal life for when after I die and I'm not gonna doubt that. If I did, I would probably stay thinking about dying like all the time!
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- 6y
I have it every now it then. It used to be really bad at the beginning of this year. I was always looking up “death” related things (how long people live, can you die from this or that, etc.) they just kinda slowly stopped whenever I started taking lexapro but they come up every now and then I just don’t stress about them as much anymore. I kinda just convinced myself that the spirit world is real and that my soul will live on.
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- OCD Conqueror
- Date posted
- 6y
Sadly yes. I obsess over this constantly and it’s been one of the worst fears I’ve ever had to experience. I was blindsided by it too as it came outta nowhere ??♂️ but I think the best thing to do is to tell yourself to focus on the now- you worrying about it isn’t going to change whether there is or isn’t one !! And also tell yourself that even if there isn’t one , you could still live a happy life , specifically because by changing your way of thinking you could literally change your brain which would make life so much easier and there would be far less anxiety. Just do things just to do them , which is objectively purposeful in and of itself. You could also take the focus off of yourself , and think about other things that are independent of you , whether that be nature , another person , etc. but to be completely honest with you , and you should still accepting the uncertainty of course , I think the evidence for an afterlife is extremely strong and compelling. But tell yourself that you can’t know for sure and you won’t know , so it’s best for you to enjoy the time you have now :)
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- 6y
Yes. It is a constant, intense obsession for me.
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- 5y
Constantly! This might be the oldest obsession I can distinctly remember. Even as a kid, I was always having weird existential worries about death, eternity, or wondering if I actually existed... Perhaps it’s rooted in a fear of the unknown, or what’s out of my control, but it’s something I’ve still to this day never been able to shake or have peace with.
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- OCD Conqueror
- Date posted
- 25w
I’ve been perturbed for a couple of months now with incessant thoughts about aging and dying. I really am not sure what to do. This feels like other OCD themes, but also really different, because this time, what I’m afraid of is sure to happen. I will either die, or age and then die. It’s been so difficult to enjoy anything lately. I just want to pull a blanket over my head and wait until death comes. Has anyone else felt this way? I feel quite alone. I am trying to enjoy life, but I just remember that it will all be gone in a flash. Nothing really seems to help me feel better. The only escape I have is in my dreams where I can fantasize about never aging or dying. Or at least being able to rewind the clock to have more time.
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- 18w
Hiya! A bit of a trigger warning. I recently had a thought of what if i died and this is the afterlife and it isn’t going away. it’s been a week or two. i don’t think i believe but but i also don’t know, i’m scared i’ve crossed the line of ocd to delusion. any comfort would be appreciated, thank you!
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- 17w
My OCD has bounced around to a lot of different topics but my current spiral has been focused on existential dread - I have a lot of intrusive thoughts about my loved ones dying and not existing and about my own death and not existing anymore. OCD is trying to get me to find certainty in what happens after we die… and unfortunately I will NEVER be able to find certainty around this. This spiral started after the death of my beloved cat and then the almost death of my dog a week later. I think OCD attached to this idea that everyone and everything I love is going to die and I need to prepare myself for it and somehow KNOW what happens when someone dies. It’s panic inducing and really hard for me to sit with vs other OCD themes Ive had related to health, moral/hyper responsibility, etc. Anyone have this type of obsession around death of loved ones and how did you combat the intrusive thoughts and deal with the mental compulsions (rumination, avoidance, etc)?
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