- Username
- Anna:)
- Date posted
- 5y ago
What I can say is that you should never act based on your OCD , like don’t change anything just based on how you feel at that very moment , especially because it may change rapidly to another concern very quickly. It’s hard , but try your best to accept that you don’t know how you truly feel right now , but that you can make the very best of your situation and still enjoy it. Even if you didn’t like him ( not saying you do or do not , not giving you reassurance when. I say this haha ) you could still manage it and have a good time with him. Having a good time with someone is definitely possible regardless of the type of relationship you have with them , as long as you are on good terms with them. Sorry if my advice is bad , I don’t know much about ROCD but I hope this helps !!
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so since my boyfriend left for college, out of nowhere a couple weeks ago I had a panic attack and my brain was al over the place saying "you dont like your boyfriend" and stuff like that. i am on medz now stops the thoughts from spinning. but every now and then they come. like today, im like "do i like him" "idk" how too feel, cuz we never argue he is a great person. so idk im so confused, like if i dont want too do something my brain is like "thats a sign you dont" or something like that. like yeah, stuff is doffrent now since he left.
and it wont be the same as when i saw him almost everyday. and i have been looking up stuff cuz idk im so confused.
like doesnit sound like OCD thoughts. like i never had this until recently.
Same
Does anyone else feel like they think these horrible things on there own or on purpose. I feel like I'm intentionally trying to hurt god and the holy Spirit now and idk what to do. I feel like I'm becoming my worst fear. Idk what to do I feel like I'm losing touch with myself and idk what to do. And I'm really worried God is going to turn his face from me or I'm going to do something I am going to regret. I'm not really sure whats happening to me, but I'm scared I'm going crazy.
I feel like im loosing my mind. I feel like i experience derealization or what. I feel confused like very very confused. I cant even think normally. Im just tired. I feel like im loosing myself. Im scared that everyone tells me that i have OCD, but what if this is all true? I dont think and im scared that other so-ocd sufferers dont feel this way as i do. I feel literally, LITERALLY so convinced that this must be true. It feels like i already accepted that this is true. Im done. My brain is broken. I even started to have thoughts like what if i have schizophrenia or dissociative identity disorder. Help me please. Do i have psychosis or what?
I have no idea who I am anymore. I have completely lost my self. And idk what to do. Idk where my caring, and loving, chirst like side went. I have lost touch with who I am and everything I once new. I've had ocd for so long that I think it just became me. Or I'm dealing with cognitive Dissonance, which I feel like it probably true. Tbh. But anyways I feel like I'm genuinely gone crazy towards god and idk what to do. I wish I could just go back to myself, and I'm just not sure what to do. I think I turned away from God the only thing that once brought me joy. Just seems so dry now, like I'm empty or whatever. I personally don't think I'll ever be ok again.
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