- Date posted
- 5d ago
Do I owe a confession? False memory OCD.
TW; 18+, SA I live at home with my mother and my sister. I love them more than I could ever put into words. We have been through so much, and each hardship has brought us closer together. We are a trio. We are three, or we are not whole. More to the point, on one unsuspecting night, I suddenly 'remembered' sexually abusing my sister when she was a baby (sixteen years ago). Four months down the line, I now know that I experienced a false memory. The problem that I have is that I don't have 100% certainty. As we know, we can't have. Therefore, in my opinion, I believe that I owe them a confession. I could be a predator that preyed upon my baby sister. Who am I to hide this stomach-turning secret? Who am I to take the risk? I am monstrous for hiding this from them. They deserve to know, and I'm playing God. I believe that I should confess, and they should decide what action they want to take against me. Why shouldn't I confess?