Some of you know I’m in hospital due to my OCD and depression. Today was awful. I’m constantly being watched and it’s so humiliating to perform compulsions in front of strangers. Also can anyone think of an alternative to eating the gross hospital food? My OCD is currently manifesting itself as disordered eating and I can’t bring myself to eat the packaged food. Hope you’re all well! d a i s y

I have also been there too. I’m sorry to hear that you’re going through a hard time and are in the hospital. I’ve been hospitalized 4 times due to my OCD. Keep in mind that the staff is only there to help you and you made the RIGHT choice to seek help for yourself. I’ve learned some incredible lessons during my stays at psychiatric hospitals. There is very little judgement there and it is the 1st place I’ve ever felt comfortable enough to just be myself. That is a beautiful feeling! I hope I never have to go back because of my OCD, but I would LOVE to work at one and help people that struggle with the same or similar issues that I do. The psychiatric hospital is the 1st place I’ve ever been that I didn’t feel the pressure to BE something or act a certain way. There was no one to impress. Keep this in mind as this is one of the greatest lessons I’ve ever learned in my life. I’m learning to be myself now in all situations❤️ I’m here for u and wish you a beautiful recovery journey!

You people are some of the most incredible I’ve ever had the privilege to communicate with. I so deeply appreciate your encouraging comments and thoughtful advice. I’m adjusting to hospital life a little more. The food, however, I’ll never get used to haha! I’m just taking it one moment at a time. Thank you all so, so much. You mean so much to me. d a i s y

Been there - hang in. I have no advice for hospital food - it is what it is I'm afraid but try not to worry about the watchful staff - I was on suicide watch years ago with the bars on windows, no mirrors or glass and the 24-7 surveillance...it was weird but remember it's just their job and it's nothing personal. They're there to help you and you'll get better! :-).

Been there, stay strong!

Daisy I continue to be so amazed and proud of you for trying to do hard things. Being in the hospital is no vacation. It’s stressful to be in a new environment. It’s a very good chance that everyone is concerned with being judged for their illness who is there and the last thing they would want to do is make others feel that way. Most people with mental health issues are very compassionate because of all Bryce been through. Continue to try to persevere with the unappetizing food. Ask to speak with the dietician to see if you can get your menu more to your liking. I believe in you. You are going to get stronger everyday. Remember this is an investment in yourself.

Girl best luck love!!

I wish you the best!

Wish you the best with all my heart !