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- Ben m
- Date posted
- 6y ago
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- IlovestarsIlovestars
- Date posted
- 6y ago
Yeah I currently suffer with this type of ocd! It’s scary and also makes me afraid that I have depression. However, knowing that you wouldn’t want to commit suicide is a good indicator that you most likely won’t.
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- curtiscurtis
- Date posted
- 6y ago
I once heard a podcast on OCD stories , great website by the way of a fellow named Kevin from Michigan. His OCD and depression got so severe that he was in fact going to commit suicide. His plan was to jump off one of the large bridges in Michigan state. He once heard the saying and it goes like this . Killing yourself does not ease your pain it only passes your pain off to someone else. That basically means to think about your family your parents and the people that this is truly what effect. If the thought of losing control or giving up heels in your heart like a viable comforting option Then you need to get help and soon. However if the thought of killing yourself scares the shit out of you because of the thought of dying then it is a very good indication that it is just OCD and anxiety. Kevin ended up getting help that day that he was going to jump off the bridge was also the very day that his wife book came in to Houston OCD recovery center. The three-month stent and years later he is now A complete advocate for OCD in Michigan State. Good luck guys
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- curtiscurtis
- Date posted
- 6y ago
Absolutely. I’m very well aware of the difference between a thought that’s scares you and is uncomfortable and a thought that’s is comfortable and soothing. That’s why I stated what I did. Not all people on this app recognize OCD for what it can do and often there is much confusion on weather or not the thoughts they are having are real or just OCD that’s why the details on the post above explain the difference, and can hopefully set Ben in the right direction for analyzing his thoughts and seeing , and determination weather or not they are irrational (OCD) or rational and needs help. Depression is no joke
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- I eat boysI eat boys
- Date posted
- 6y ago
Yeah it’s a category I’m sure
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- Ben mBen m
- Date posted
- 6y ago
Probably apart of the harm OCD
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- Ben mBen m
- Date posted
- 6y ago
Never wanted to escape more than I do right now
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- swipxswipx
- Date posted
- 6y ago
- Username
- swipxswipx
- Date posted
- 6y ago
Very common theme btw you are not alone
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- swipxswipx
- Date posted
- 6y ago
Yes Curtis but having suicidal ocd and being suicidal for real is totaly different. Just like Any other theme they wont act on it.
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- holytropical!
- Date posted
- 5y ago
(PLEASE HELP IM BEGGING!) Hey guys, right now I’m having suicidal OCD and it’s really fucking scaring me because I know I want to live but it’s feeling like I’m going to end my life any second or any day now and that I’m going to die soon, and I’m afraid that I’m going to come up with a plan and go through with it, or say fuck it, I don’t care about recovery, be selfish and just do it. I’m SO scared I don’t know what to do anymore, I don’t know if these are real suicidal thoughts or just my OCD attacking me and I’m genuinely scared for my life. It’s like every second of the day I get a stupid intrusive suicidal thought and it makes me feel like I’m really suicidal and that I don’t want to live anymore, for ANYTHING positive I hear, I twist it and make it negative and tell myself, you’re going to die soon, or you’re gonna kill yourself anyway, you don’t have a future, you don’t care anymore. I even feel a lil bit down and sad when I get these thoughts and I start to feel depersonalization, I almost feel depressed when I get these thoughts all day and it makes me feel like I’m genuinely gonna get depressed and the suicidal thoughts will become REAL I’m so scared. Even when my parents tell me that I’m going to be ok and not do anything, I tell myself in my mind that I’m still going to go through with suicide and just kill myself. I don’t have a set plan and I’m afraid that I may develop a plan and want to go through with it. IM SCARED FOR MY LIFE! IM SO FUCKING SCARED PLEASE HELP PLEASE! Anyone that has gone through this PLEASE HELP! Going into a hospital won’t help because I’m not ACTUALLY suicidal but these thoughts make me FEEL like I am and it’s just SO confusing I don’t know what’s real and what’s not!!! PLEASE HELP ANYONE!!!! I’m so fucking scared ??
- Username
- Aislinndest
- Date posted
- 1y ago
Does this sound like ocd?
I can’t figure out if I’m really suicidal or just obsessing over the thought of it. Im to scared to even do it. I don't know if this is my OCD or what but for the past week or so it's been really bothering me these thoughts that I am on edge, scared. I haven't eaten in 3 days. I have imagined every single way of doing it, and everything and it makes me SICK. It feels like an urge at this point. I start to feel like maybe I could actually do it, then I feel myself about to go into a panic attack. I already feel derealization where this world doesn't feel real and nobody seems real to me, and my family feels like strangers and I'm just really scared. I feel very scared. I don't physically feel like I'm "here." I feel like my mind is lost. I feel like I just want to be at peace and then I think I’m seriously suicidal and the cycle just keeps repeating itself. Im sick to my stomach and terrified.
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- Anonymousesti
- Date posted
- 41w ago
Scared of being depressed
Heyy guys, question out of the blue… is being scared of becoming depressed a thing? And therefor su*c*dal? Like I had su*c*dal ocd but it comes and goes but today I’m sick so I had to stay at home in bed and I just feel very tired ans my brain automatically linked that to depression… is preventing depression a thing? My OCD is manifesting in a lot of ways nowayds its sooo strange
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