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I wasn’t diagnosed until I was 16. I had been in therapy since I was 9 with anxiety and depression but when I was 16 I watched a show about people with ocd and I started to write everything down that I did that I didn’t think anything about. I had symptoms when younger like I used to have problems with socks and tags on my shirts which for kids is a sign when young. I had a list of over 50 symptoms/compulsions I had after writing everything down. My ocd also went hand in hand with my eating disorder which it is common for people with an ed to also have ocd. Everything made since and with proper medication and therapy I’m doing great. I’m happy again and I turned 19 in August.
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I was 10 years old. I was looking at a photograph of both of my parents and the thought “they’re going to die” suddenly popped into my head. Being so young, I had no idea where this thought came from or why I thought it but I knew that it bothered me. Around the same age I had another intrusive thought that scared me and I remember just asking God to forgive me over and over and over and over again throughout the night time. I knew that my thoughts were strange but I didn’t realize what I had until I literally looked up “unwanted thoughts” on line. When I came across the description for OCD and read more about it I begin to cry, because I realized for the first time that what I had, had a name.
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Wasn’t diagnosed until 19 but I’ve been showing signs for the last 8 years or so. My main obsession is time and I have multiple alarms to keep me on schedule or to keep me from being late
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I’ve personally shown symptoms of OCD since I was little even though I wasn’t diagnosed until I was 17 (I’m turning 20 in a few days). The first sign that both my family and I remember is how I always used to take too long in the school bathroom when I was in Kindergarten because I didn’t feel clean enough after using it.
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Wasn’t diagnosed until I was 19 but I showed symptoms of obsessive anxious thinking since I was about 4 I’d say.
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When I started to wash my hands repeatedly I realised, but since being diagnosed I have realised that looking back I had signs of ocd before that one, but they were just less ocd stereotypical things of you know what I Mean
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Wasn’t diagnosed till 17... showed signs of it as early as 4 from what my parents say. The first time I ever really remember it making a difference in my life was when I was 6... I don’t remember life without this.
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my first ever compulsion happened in the 2nd grade! i remember it so clearly. i was feeling very anxious towards the end of recess, and my brain convinced little me that i had to go back and forth on the monkey bars exactly 3 times before returning to the classroom or else i would feel unbearably anxious for the rest of the school day.
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For me it was a weird intrusive thought and after that I slowly started developing anxiety and I felt a weird thing like I was losing my attraction to girls. Then I woke up one day in complete panic cuz it felt like I had lost feelings for girls suddenly and I started searching online how to know if you’re gay if sexuality changes suddenly and I took some gay tests or sexuality tests online. Chat gpt was a big thing back then too. That was before therapy and before I knew what ocd is.Can anyone relate?
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Since when do you believe you have OCD? Anyone who would like to share what were the indications/symptoms in childhood?
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One of my first memories of OCD was from when I was about 8-12 years old. I’ve always struggled with sleeping and prone to twisting and turning due to my brain going like 🧠 🗣️🗣️🗣️ Anyways once I couldn’t sleep and got out of bed one of my parents said, with compassion, ”oh it’s so late, why are you awake it’s school tomorrow” and when they followed me to my room I saw that the time was 22:22 and I felt a really scary feeling in my chest (today I know it was anxiety) and from that day on the time 22:22 🕰️ followed me for years. I was twisting and turning and feeling anxious about my digital clock (I’m a 90s girly) turning 22:22. I could get issues taking deep breaths, being sweaty, uncomfortable and scared and feeling like ”ITS SOON 22:22 AND WHEN THE TIME PASSES IT WILL BE TOO LATE”. I never really understood exactly what was going to be ”too late” but I’m guessing it was getting too little sleep absolutely blown out of proportion. As soon it passed 22:22 it was all good and I could fall asleep 😴 I don’t struggle with those numbers today instead I smile and feel compassionate towards little me. Still OCD sucks, I still struggle with sleep times to times and do have some magical thinking but the big difference is that I logically know that it’s not real even if it emotionally sometimes feel that way. Take care out there. If this made you feel less lonely, wanna share your first memories of OCD? ❤️
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