rosecoloredgirl
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- 6y
nikkibobikkinikkibobikki
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- 6y
I wasn’t diagnosed until I was 16. I had been in therapy since I was 9 with anxiety and depression but when I was 16 I watched a show about people with ocd and I started to write everything down that I did that I didn’t think anything about. I had symptoms when younger like I used to have problems with socks and tags on my shirts which for kids is a sign when young. I had a list of over 50 symptoms/compulsions I had after writing everything down. My ocd also went hand in hand with my eating disorder which it is common for people with an ed to also have ocd. Everything made since and with proper medication and therapy I’m doing great. I’m happy again and I turned 19 in August.
Ocd Won’t beat MeOcd Won’t be...
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- 6y
I was 10 years old. I was looking at a photograph of both of my parents and the thought “they’re going to die” suddenly popped into my head. Being so young, I had no idea where this thought came from or why I thought it but I knew that it bothered me. Around the same age I had another intrusive thought that scared me and I remember just asking God to forgive me over and over and over and over again throughout the night time. I knew that my thoughts were strange but I didn’t realize what I had until I literally looked up “unwanted thoughts” on line. When I came across the description for OCD and read more about it I begin to cry, because I realized for the first time that what I had, had a name.
swill297swill297
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- 6y
Wasn’t diagnosed until 19 but I’ve been showing signs for the last 8 years or so. My main obsession is time and I have multiple alarms to keep me on schedule or to keep me from being late
ElapanthisElapanthis
- Date posted
- 6y
I’ve personally shown symptoms of OCD since I was little even though I wasn’t diagnosed until I was 17 (I’m turning 20 in a few days). The first sign that both my family and I remember is how I always used to take too long in the school bathroom when I was in Kindergarten because I didn’t feel clean enough after using it.
pey13pey13
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- 6y
Wasn’t diagnosed until I was 19 but I showed symptoms of obsessive anxious thinking since I was about 4 I’d say.
AnonymousAnonymous
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- 6y
When I started to wash my hands repeatedly I realised, but since being diagnosed I have realised that looking back I had signs of ocd before that one, but they were just less ocd stereotypical things of you know what I Mean
ocddreamsocddreams
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- 6y
Wasn’t diagnosed till 17... showed signs of it as early as 4 from what my parents say. The first time I ever really remember it making a difference in my life was when I was 6... I don’t remember life without this.
toriiitaylortoriiitaylor
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- 6y
my first ever compulsion happened in the 2nd grade! i remember it so clearly. i was feeling very anxious towards the end of recess, and my brain convinced little me that i had to go back and forth on the monkey bars exactly 3 times before returning to the classroom or else i would feel unbearably anxious for the rest of the school day.
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Insephy
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- 23w
When did you realize you have OCD?
Last year during April I started to experience groinal responses when I looked at kids. I was terrified of what it could mean and decided to attempt two weeks later. The very next day I had those responses I decided to attempt. I didn’t really have the courage to do so at that time but I started experiencing images about disturbing things done to kids and as days went by it got worse. April 16 was the last straw and I couldn’t take it anymore. I ended up in a mental hospital but before I ended up there I had searched up what I was experiencing. That’s when I started to understand that it was OCD. I felt relieved for a few moments until I felt the urge to get more information. I saw lots and lots of things and many comments saying that it wasn’t normal and that people who went through this were disgusting people who shouldn’t be allowed to roam free. That’s when my anxiety and fear became worse and I tried to get rid of it but nothing worked. I shook the entire time I was awake, I didn’t have motivation for anything anymore, I just felt so disgusting. In the end, I’m so glad I ended up in that mental hospital or else I wouldn’t be here with my friends and family. Thank you for reading my story, I’m so glad that I’m not alone
geodrimilis
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- 22w
Can I be born with ocd?
So basically I didn’t know till my hocd started. But looking back at my life I had ocd since I was a kid. Like 6-7 years old. First time happening I remember that when I was doing stuff many times I had to say something like a little poem in my head to stop it. Then I had this thing were if I felt my left foot touch the floor 5 times I had to do the touch the floor with my right foot too. Then I had something I guess contamination??? Basically after washing my hands I had a sensation on my hand like I could still “feel” the germs and I had to wash them again. Then I started having thoughts of my family members getting hurt. I had intrusive thoughts about me hurting my dog. Then I had this obsession that a guy who used to be in my school is looking for me to beat me up. And how it’s this obsession about my sexuality even tho I never doubted or questioned it before. Is that possible??? Like can you be born with it? I’m pretty sure both my parents have it too. At least at some level. Take my father for example he had an obsession that he was going to die the moment he turned 30.
geodrimilis
- Date posted
- 20w
How did your so-ocd feel when it started?
For me it was a weird intrusive thought and after that I slowly started developing anxiety and I felt a weird thing like I was losing my attraction to girls. Then I woke up one day in complete panic cuz it felt like I had lost feelings for girls suddenly and I started searching online how to know if you’re gay if sexuality changes suddenly and I took some gay tests or sexuality tests online. Chat gpt was a big thing back then too. That was before therapy and before I knew what ocd is.Can anyone relate?
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