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- 4y ago
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I totally understand this. It’s so hard to let go of my past sins and mistakes. Jesus died for your sins, that means He is a God of second chances. Try and take comfort in that. And just know that whatever you did, someone else has done it too and they’ve recovered from it fine. Your past mistakes don’t define you and you are so loved by God!
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- 4y ago
Thank you so much 🥺 God bless you
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@Staystrong❤ Try reading some Bible verses about forgiveness and really meditate on them! Also something that always hits is me is this quote, “What drop of Jesus blood wasn’t enough to cover your sin?” Always blows my mind and helps me feel better!
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@MV01 I've tried reading scripture and listening to music and praying but for some reason I can't shake it. But that is very helpful and I thank you so much for your advice
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- 4y ago
I also think maybe it's the enemy trying to get in my head too telling me I could never be forgiven
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- 4y ago
do some shadow work. uncover what it is and why you feel this way
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- 4y ago
@Solomon I've never heard of it before but maybe I could try that. Thank you
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I have struggled with this too. I feel immense guilt for past mistakes and feel like I dont deserve a future or that I will make different mistakes so why try. I am trying to realize that when Jesus said "it is finished" He really meant it. He didn't say "it is finished but lets mentally review and feel guilty for our past actions awhile first" The Bible says the enemy seeks to kill and destroy but Jesus came to give us life to the fullest!
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You do deserve a future. Everyone does. I just hope that whatever mistake it is, no matter how bad it may be, it can be forgiven. You are so right Jesus already paid the price for our mistakes so that we could live life abundantly. I know for a fact I would never make that mistake again and I would never be the person I once was. You are not alone. We can all get through this 🥺
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- 4y ago
OCD causes you to overthink, over analyze and obsess a lot. Especially on bad things. It can defenitly be your OCD making it worse
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- 4y ago
Very very true. Thank you
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- 4y ago
I’m not religious but I’ve made many many bad bad choices and definitely feel as though im not worth loving or feel as though I need to share every bad thing I’ve done or I’m a liar... unfortunately and fortunately not everyone feels this way and is able to keep their mistakes to themselves the fact that you feel remorse shows you are a good person and care. Has your mistake helped shape you into a better person? Try looking at it as a devils advocate. We were all made in his image perfectly imperfect right??
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- 4y ago
As long as you want to be forgiven and ask for forgiveness, God will forgive you. God is love and he loves you. He knows you made a mistake and your recognized it. I think you should let it go and give it to God to handle for you now.
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- 4y ago
I do with all my heart. Thank you and God bless you 🙏🏻💙
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- 4y ago
I feel like that too. I feel like I need constant reassurance all the time. I feel like I drive my parents crazy. They even said that I've done nothing wrong but I feel like the worst person in the world. I feel so much remorse. I believe that it has shapped me into a better person and my views are much different but I still hate myself for it.
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- 18w ago
I have made multiple mistakes in my past that lead me to believe im a bad person. thinking about them often sends me into a panic attack. i cant help but feel i need to be punished. i hate this feeling, what should i do?
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- 13w ago
So, I know my capacity to get fixated on things. And it's normally something that's relatively remote but, my latest issue is really getting to me and I was wondering if people have any advice. I'm avoiding getting too into specifics, as I don't want this to get reassurance-y but, in essence.. I came to the realisation recently that people who I'd been "friends" (feels like the wrong term now) when I was younger were not very nice people, and normalized a lot of very unpleasant behaviour towards other members of the group. They really normalized it, sold themselves as figures of authority, as older and more responsible and grown-up than others, and looking back, they acted horribly. And coming to this realisation, that I'd been manipulated into just accepting their behaviour has just... broken me. My OCD has latched onto it and I can't stop feeling irreversibly tainted by it. I've talked to others about it, and they've reassured me, told me it's not a big deal and that I hold myself to too high a standard, but none of that sticks. I feel better for a bit, then think 'Maybe when you told them you were skewing it to make yourself look better' or 'Did you leave out a crucial detail'. I keep ruminating over and over, trying to remember exactly how everything played out, trying to figure out if I fed into the behaviour, if I did something bad myself (because y'know, I feel like I was accepting of it at the time, so what does it say about my own values?). I know I need to stop doing all this if I want to improve, but then some part of me keeps saying 'So, you're just going to let yourself off the hook then?' Normally, I can rationalize my own fears to some degree, assure myself something won't happen, but the realness of the situation, and the fact I only came to understand the reality of it because the thought had been bothering me means it feels so much more all-encompassing. I know confessing in itself is a compulsion, but I keep feeling that if I'm not I'm somehow concealing what I 'really am' from others around me, and any positive interactions are me deceiving them in some way. I feel like I can't enjoy anything in life right now, and a good part of me feels I should not enjoy it ever again. If anybody has any advice on it, I'm all ears. Or even hearing if you relate to these feelings, I might appreciate the solidarity at least.
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- 28d ago
17f I have a lot of events, but my main and my worst one which is absolutely fucking diabolical was done when I was 14 and repeated when I was 16. Everytime I post something about real event ocd here people are like you are probably didn't do anything that bad, and when they hear what I did they are like yeah that's bad. Someone even asked me if I'm autistic cause "it's crazy how you didn't realize that the thing ypu were doing was wrong at this age." And I kinda agree, like it's fucked up It's just that my event is bad. Doesn't mean I don't have real event ocd. You can have a reocd over the event that was bad, it doesn't mean the event wasn't that bad or you don't have recod. It's just people always expect it to be something innocent and it's not Even a healthy person would feel guilty over it, it's just that I had ocd my whole life and it's making the guilt absolutely destructive, like to the point when I sometimes have a hard time breathing when I think about it, I lost more than a year of life to it, almost checked myself out couple of times if I wasn't so scared of pain/failure, the event haunts me in my dreams, it's in my head 24/7 and I will never able to forgive myself. That ocd. But the event itself was bad. So maybe i deserve it.
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