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- Cat_attack
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- 5y ago
Your brain gets tired from constantly worrying or runinating and starts to disconnect and put all its energy towards the thoughts.
Hi Cat. I really understand what you’re saying. I have dealt with chronic health problems for 13 years that have kept me mostly housebound, other than times where I *have to do something or when I’m well enough to try and live life and enjoy life. I had and still have a lot of ambition. I’ve tried 3 times to go back to grad school for math and have had to quit because of my health and brain fog. The fog has been so severe at times that my family said it was like watching someone with dementia. Not even sure you can call that a fog. There were years and years where I barely drove because of it, had to have people take off work to drive me to my doctors appointments. All I can say to you is it can go away. People in my health support groups have gotten better from it. Mine has lessened with treatment. It’s still there, but I’m driving now without even thinking about it.
I kind of get what you mean, because I think I’ve suffered from the same thing when I depressed. Elevating my mood by exercising and having faith (and people who believe in me) helped. I suffer from brain fog, but less than before thanks to all those things
I’ve struggled with brain fog before. It really comes out of no where and it gets worse when you stress about it. I think you can get better with time. Don’t give up and keep thinking positive and celebrating small things.
Yes, I have terrible brain fog too from health problems. It really affects my quality of life. I wish it would go away.
Yes I am sure a lot of it could be from OCD. However I think that OCD has caused more of the depersonalization episodes and symptoms, which (only clarifying because I’m not sure if everyone knows what I mean between the differences) is a complete disconnect from reality. I’ve dealt with this for a long time, and though it is terrifying and uncomfortable, brain fog is different. I feel like there is cotton in my head (not literally.) as if I tried to explain it to my boyfriend this way, imagine your brain is a room and every time new ideas come in, new conversations, reading, studying anything really, anything that sparks brain activity, imagine someone opening up the bedroom door and letting a person (an idea) into the room. Only with brain fog imagine the room is FILLED with Birthday balloons and every time someone comes in the room it only gets more crowded and more difficult to maneuver around all the balloons until pretty soon the people (again ideas) have their arms outstretched and are just walking blind hoping to make it through. I can’t concentrate long enough to carry on conversations before my mind starts wandering off. I can’t think in my own head long enough before my mind starts wandering off, and I just go on my phone and fill my head with stupid shit like instagram or youtube (if I can even focus long enough to watch something), etc because instant gratification and everything is fast and to the point. I think I’m going to disconnect with everything because I feel it’s hindering me from getting better.
It’s so heartbreaking to me (I imagine it would be to anyone, but harder for me to take it easy on myself about it) Because my DREAM is to be an author. I’m 27 and haven’t written a book yet. Which is very devastating to me, Because I put it off due to fear of not being good enough but now I want to do it and am willing to put myself out there, and ha jokes on me now cause I can’t think straight long enough to write a page. It’s so upsetting because my physical health is declining and I just want to be happy and proud of myself and do something I’ve always wanted. I just want one good thing.
Thank you so much ! What kind of treatments do you do? I’m so sorry about your health, I understand how debilitating it can be and feel like it is ?
Well I have a lot of health problems, not sure which ones go along with developing brain fog. I know for a fact type 1 diabetes (which I have) can cause it because fluctuations in blood sugar cause brain swelling. And this is a life long disease. So idk ? god willing this (fog) doesn’t last my whole life as well. I have depression and also headaches which I read can cause brain fog. I am also in kidney failure which I’m not so sure would cause this but who knows ??♀️ maybe the stress of having so much fucking shit wrong with me is making my mind shut down. To laugh or cry, I don’t know.
My brain fog was brought on from anxiety and my ocd
Sorry for long post
Thank you. I’m sorry for you, too. It’s truly awful. I have done just about every treatment under the sun, traditional and alternative. What conditions do you have? I wonder if I could narrow down things that may help if I know what you’re dealing with.
The irony is depression can cause it but because of it, my depression is spiraling out of control. How am I supposed to be happy about anything if I can’t think? How am I supposed to make my life better? I work retail and feel that is too much for me a lot of the time. I’m actually signing up for FMLA because my blood sugar going up and down is draining and makes work difficult, multiple times a week I have to stop what I’m doing to go test my sugar. I never used to have to do this, I would be able to wait till my breaks. Not anymore. And my kidney pain has gotten so bad where I can’t walk or even have strength to stand. On top of that just being there is hard for my brain. It’s so hard to focus. On literally anything (as you explained, I know you understand) and it’s just not fair. I watch everyone else live out their dreams and I can’t do anything and I’m so young. A lot of times I feel like I’m just waiting to die
Yeah, it really is a miserable existence. And you’re totally right, they all play off one another so it’s a vicious cycle that seems impossible to get out of. The things you mentioned—blood sugar issues and kidney problems—can absolutely be contributing or the cause of your brain fog, in my opinion. In addition to continuing with western medicine, have you tried or considered trying alternative treatments? Or adding in more holistic treatment options? My advice to you would be to work with your traditional doctors and also holistic medicine practitioners as hard as you can to get your physical health conditions under control and in a good place. I KNOW my blood sugar (I have non-diabetic hypoglycemia) makes my mind much more foggy. I’ve had episodes of confusion and slurring my words with low blood sugar.
I definitely have that when my sugar is low and when it is high as well. That doesn’t worry me so much because obviously during those events my body is fighting really hard so it would make sense to be a bit foggy headed. What worries me is all the time I’m not high or low that my mind feels like it’s given up ??♀️ Idk it’s very depressing to me. Yes I used to see holistic doctors as well. I need to go back to a holistic vitamin store I used to go to (they have a doctor there) because idk if I mentioned but I can’t actually take any western medicine (besides insulin of course but I don’t think that’s even considered medication it’s a hormone that is mandatory) because of my organ failure. They don’t want me on any medication which I don’t want to be on any either.
Does anyone else think they have messed up their brain to the point of no return after onset of ocd symptoms? I was in constant battle with my brain for 5 months since I had a very bad habit of giving too much attention to my thoughts. A couple of months have passed since I left my brain alone but I still have brain fog as well as depersonalization/derealization. it sucks :(. I would love to hear from you.
Hey everyone. This is my first post here and it’s probably going to be a long one because I guess I feel comfortable enough to be open here. I need help. When I first got diagnosed with OCD, I figured it only impacted a small part of my life. I thought I was only affected with compulsions and obsessions that dealt with contamination, tangible perfectionism and the obvious intrusive thoughts and that’s it. Well, I’ve come to realize that most of my thinking has been impacted by OCD. At this point the only way to describe how it feels to me is a forest of thorny vines growing in place of my mind or maybe through and around my brain constantly growing every-time I give into this type of thinking (which is basically all the time because I wasn’t aware this was OCD). I’ve definitely felt it more recently, but I know it’s always been there from what I recall from past memories. I got diagnosed not so long ago with OCD and I was happy to because it explained this thing I knew was wrong with me but I didn’t know how much it will and has impacted me in the past. So, I think I’ve created a matrix in my mind or strengthened the OCD thought patterns because now I feel like my OCD impacts everything I do. And I guess I’m saying I need help here because maybe you guys will be able to see it, maybe validate me and point me where I can get help. I’ve been telling the people around me, I think my thinking is disordered and I need help but I don’t think they really understand the amount it’s affecting me or grasp what I meant when I say “I Need Help”. I did have a therapist before but because of a insurance change, she can’t work with me anymore and I’m not sure when I’ll get another (just to clarify). Back to the matter, the past couple of months I’ve been in my head just thinking and thinking. About everything. To the point where my head starts to hurt or until I feel sick of thinking about it but I can’t. I find that’s my obsessions and compulsions (other than the need for order [which can also be mental]) are very mentally based and I find myself ashamed of them so I hide them so maybe that’s why the people around me don’t feel my need for getting help as much as I do. Anyways, examples of this have been, -constantly thinking about what’s the purpose of all of life and the hidden messages in life -feeling like if I don’t do everything perfectly then what the point or being very mad at myself -being obsessed with how I present to the rest of the world sometimes even in close relationships -having calculated movements and actions (having to move my body a certain way or it doesn’t feel right) -obsessing over an absolute truth -questioning friendships and other relationships - obsessing over achievements or failures -obsessing over people -obsessing over decisions and outcomes because I want to make the perfect decisions I could go on and on but basically it’s just a lot of thinking and ruminating and obsessing to the point where people tell me I look like I’m some where else all the time. And I’ve started to feel like I find comfort in it now. I’m also diagnosed with depression and anxiety and I feel like it’s all just OCD. And same goes for my dissociation. I feel like they all root from my OCD. I’m so tired of feeling like this all the time and without my therapist I feel like I’m stuck here. I can’t make decisions, I’m never present, I can’t make or keep friendships/ relationships, everything impacts me deeply because I create a emotional obsession to it, I can’t just be without questioning everything and I’m constantly in my head. I’ve also started getting high all the time because I feel like it’s the only way to escape my brain but I’ve felt like it’s getting out of hand. I’m starting to lose in any type of hope of getting better. Does anyone have an advice for working on OCD by yourself or identifying when it’s OCD (especially mental obsessions and compulsions) so I can start to chip at this boulder that’s weighing down my life and energy?
does anyone feel like ever since they started with intrusive thoughts / compulsions that you feel as if your brain has turned to mush and your intellect has vanished. it’s really hard for me to string sentences together & i feel as if everyone who speaks about ocd has this way of putting it that i never will be able to. i’m still untreated & in the dark to be honest. when it comes about speaking about what ive been through as well i can’t remember everything only the really bad episodes, it’s like my brain is hiding it away from me waiting for a day for me to remember and traumatise me all over again. i’m also petrified of saying the wrong things to people and potentially worsening their ocd or seeming to be uneducated about it and like i have no idea what i’m talking about. i’m still learning but i’m frustrated that i feel as if i still don’t know anything. does that make sense?
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