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OCD is torturing my brain I feel like I'm gonna go insane Will I ever see the light again? Or will I forever be stuck in the pain? It drains me how I will never know I feel like I'm sinking in snow I feel so low I wish the OCD would let me go Let me go out from this cage I have so much rage OCD is the opposite of a friend The worst part is: I see no end
“THATS CALLED FUCKING BARS” nah but Fr I feel u
Yooo, that's lit bro
wow that was so good!
Have a parody of Katy Perry’s “Firework” based around pure o! Do you ever feel That an intrusive thought Is not OCD, that’s not what you’ve got? Do you ever feel You’re being treated for Something you don’t have, you are just the norm? Do you ever feel This is all a fraud You’re in denial deep, putting on a facade? Do you know that you’re lying to yourself? The entire world can tell That you’re gonna deny and try To push truth aside Stop telling lies And accept what’s inside Cuz you don’t have OCD A cover up for who you could be Your thoughts are really true, true, true They’re hidden secrets about you, you, you You don’t have OCD Let all your guilty pleasures free It’s not really that bizarre, arre, arre Because that’s just who you are, are, are Do you ever feel Like those thoughts are bad Like you’re an evil chick, like you’re going mad? Do you ever feel An overwhelming doubt That these things aren’t you, the things you think about? Have no fear my friend They’re absolutely right! That makes you evil and now you can worry all night! Whatever you do, know that nothing’s wrong No OCD all along So please don’t deny and try To push truth aside Stop telling lies And accept what’s inside Cuz you don’t have OCD A cover up for who you could be Your thoughts are really true, true, true They’re hidden secrets about you, you, you You don’t have OCD Let all your guilty pleasures free It’s not really that bizarre, arre, arre Because that’s just who you are, are, are Pure, pure O You say you have it but you know, know, know Your compulsions are internal so they don’t, don’t, don’t They aren’t real compulsions and it shows, shows, shows Cuz you don’t have OCD A cover up for who you could be Your thoughts are really true, true, true They’re hidden secrets about you, you, you You don’t have OCD Let all your guilty pleasures free It’s not really that bizarre, arre, arre Because that’s just who you are, are, are Pure, pure O You say you have it but you know, know, know Your compulsions are internal so they don’t, don’t, don’t They aren’t real compulsions and it shows, shows, shows
@OCDumb >:( this is amazing
I wrote that one a few weeks ago during a really bad episode.
@.ketamine.kitten. excuse me @.ketamine.kitten. fellow virgo fellow poet ahem . do you want to be friends . this poem is amazing i’m definitely gonna try one like this later
I wrote this May 27, 2019, when OCD hit me extremely strong — but I had no idea that it was even OCD. I described it perfectly and I didn’t even know that’s what I had, I just described the mental torment I was dealing with. “Seems like I keep going in circles Caught it in a spiral of the same old thing I get one thing done with but there’s another still It’s like my conscience won’t let me breathe”
Distraction post. Let’s pretend ocd is a person . Under this post write a short letter to ocd
So I’ve been struggling to write this down. The truth about OCD is that it sucks. I get weird thoughts and they stick. And because I can’t confirm their weird thoughts i get stuck in a cycle of rumination. That’s my compulsion. I avoid people and situations because I think I’m a bad person. Which ultimately drove me into depression and more. The verdict is this: you can’t make a thought go away. You can accept it as a thought even if you feel doubt about accepting it and letting it be there. Fake it till you make it. I’m faking it everyday and I’ve grown so much since staring my exposure therapies. Don’t avoid your exposures. They become so easy like water. The hardest part is starting. Rumination is a choice - believe it or not. I go, wait a minute wait a minute, I don’t want to keep figuring this out. And I feel the train tracks move and my mind goes else where. This is with therapy. This is with holding on to my last string of hope. And to make this easier for all of you. I’m a mother. My ocd has made my life harder because I have a tiny human who relies on me. I had a horrible childhood with the main billion still in my life. I’ve accepted it. Accept and move on. Work out for 5 min a day. Buy a new gym outfit that makes u feel hot!! Eat something different like a good quality chocolate bar ( a piece ) enjoy it!!!! Chew it slowly. Drink some water. Listen to your heart not your OCD . We don’t need compulsions, you will get there and one day believe it. Live with ocd like you don’t care! You’ve gotten this far. Rewrite your story this year. Start again everyday. And take it day by day… Build your peace and remember, nobody has the motivation to get out of bed, it’s about building good habits and discipline. Start preparing your meals for thanksgiving. Give charity, pray to god once a day. Tell him your letting him take over. Now get up and , 1,2, ready set GO.
OCD is crazy and ridiculous. Why make me anxious over meaningless thoughts. Or is it that I’m anxious and my mind is throwing me hundreds of thoughts to try and figure out why I’m anxious. I guess it doesn’t matter what comes first but sometimes it can be frustrating that I get heart drop sensation when and ocd thought comes to mind. None the less opening up ocd to my friends and family has provided me a good system. Although I still struggle like right now I’m at the bar eating some ramen seeing people be in the moment enjoying life while I’m discussing my OCD can be depressing. None the less I made have leaps and bounds and even with the misery of OCD I still see life as such a gift.
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