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All I can say is I waited much too long to seek help and feel like I lost some of the best years of my life. If you have the opportunity, don't hesitate.
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I think it’s the only option I have. I pray it helps me.
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If you think this is the best way to get the help you need, good luck! I wish you all the best. However, if you are really that scared you could try an intensive outpatient program if you have one local. I did that when I needed treatment and it was nice. I could still live at home with my family, but I got about 4-5hrs of therapy a day 5 days a week with a team of therapists. And I did that for about 3 months probably before they started decreasing the number of days and hours I needed to go in, since I was responsible for doing more of the ERP at home. I went from about 20hrs a week to about 12hrs a week down to 1-2 a week over the course of about 5 months. It was supper effective and allowed a bit more flexibility as I was able to work and practice exposures in the world I was going to have to deal with after therapy. Just wanted to show another option you might have. But overall, I really hope you find something that works out for you and you start to feel better. Good luck! ❤️
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My OCD therapist said she doesn’t recommend inpatient. She does however recommend outpatient. I have an outpatient program an hour away but I’m worried about the cost of driving back and forth.
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Best of luck to you! Wish the best for you.
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Thank you so much.❤️
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All the best!
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You got this!!!!! ❤
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Good luck!!!
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Thank you so much.❤️
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Wishing you the best. Good luck!
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I’m about to go to one tomorrow
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I pray you get relief soon, my friend.
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@Kristen Thank you, you too
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You could try public transit maybe. It’s what I did. I had to go to Seattle for mine but wasn’t comfortable driving down there (traffic is horrible down there) so I drove to the transit station and rode the bus down to Seattle. I don’t know where you are at but maybe that’s an option you could try to look into. Or always see if they are willing to meet over Zoom/Doxy or another virtual medical site. I would imagine most places are equipped to do that since they had to during the pandemic. You might be able to get them to agree to do at least some of your appointments that way so that you don’t have to drive in every day.
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I have had ocd for decades! Could I still be cured???? (Of you can call it that?) I have seen different therapists but it never had fully left me...not by any stretch of the imagination. I do want to be free of this ocd and its power over me and all the bad that it brought into my life!!! Some days I am strong and feel like I am fighting it put other days...many days...I don't get things done or if I do I take a long time to-do the things I need to get done. I feel like I know this is just then ocd stopping me and that these are just thoughts but nobody in my family understands and though they have shared my journey and hated it a I do.....it just feels like I want so bad to be the best person I coukd be but I avoid places, people, things, that have any reminder of my ocd.......and so it restricts me from getting better and completing tasks the way I used to. Now UI might go and make 2-3 trips cuz I am worried to shop at a place and therefore it takes my time up. The avoidance I do is bad! When I actually don't listen to my ocd and don't avoid something...I feel great! ,However, it happens so rarely!!! I.dont know how finding a therapist through NOCD will help me. It is not in person and two be honest I almost think I need medicine to push me along. I don't have anybsteady and consistent improvements. However, I don't think I want to be on medication for the rest of my life! I am very confused!
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I didn’t know this but my Pure-O began when i was around 11/12 years old with a violent thought to hurt someone I love. This thought brought me tears. I tried supressing it, “praying” it away, thinking good things, distracting myself etc. But this thought always came back to haunt me. It was on/off for about 13 years. Just this past week, I recently got an image/thought of hurting someone I love and it scares me. I use smart devices to track my sleep and exercise and both devices show that my heart rate is much beyond what it should be. I have had difficulty sleeping the past 3 nights with very little REM and deep sleep because of this thought. I’m worried this could cause me to spiral. I feel anxious all day because I’m trying to avoid thinking this thought, but it keeps coming back. I’m waiting to book a call with a NOCD to see what my options are. I hope I can get effective treatment. 🥺🫶🏻
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I’ve recently been struggling a lot with OCD. I have had OCD for a long time I just didn’t realize it until more recently. About seven months ago I developed panic attacks one day randomly at work. I thought I was having a heart attack and went to the hospital where they told me it was just a panic attack and I assumed I would snap out and be better within a few days. However it didn’t. Here’s where it gets scary, I was staying at my then boyfriends house while dealing with blurry vision, anxiety attacks everyday, and more (unsure of what was going on). But at some point I saw my bfs (pew pew 🔫) on his table and it sent me into an anxiety attack after sudden thoughts that I was going to hurt myself with it. I begged him to put it away when I’m not looking so I didn’t know where he put it. He did. These thoughts lasted for about four days but began to go away. (I thought that was it and I would be back to normal). Unfortunately though I ended up moving back in with my family when we couldn’t get my panic attacks under control in time for me to get back to work and pay bills. However, coming home brought up a lot of trauma from when I was kid. My anxiety got worse but I didn’t have those thoughts again. About two and half months ago though, I got sick and went to the hospital where they gave me steroid pills and a steroid shot but sent me into some kind of psychiatric event. Ever since then though, I have been suffering from harm OCD, I have had moments of intense anger that I usually have to completely walk away and go on my own because of how intense they are, and it feels like it’s getting worse. Today I felt fine until about and hour and half ago where I started to dwell on the fact that my suicidal thought was influenced by my OCD and at the moment my OCD is at the worst it’s been. This caused me to get suddenly really depressed and I started crying thinking about how I can’t handle this. I then saw a post talking about how suicide rates are high for people with this form of OCD and it made me question if I am mentally strong enough to pull through this. I fear that at times I’m getting worse. I have good days but I have a lot of bad days. Unfortunately this sent me into such a bad panic attack I went over to my nanas crying about how I can’t deal with this. I took a 0.25 mg Xanax which helped calm down the panic attack portion of it but my brain is still uncomfortably active. I guess I just need hope. I’m so saddened by this. It’s like my life took a total 360 in 10 months and got even worse since the steroid shot. Idk what to do about it. I can’t stop the spiral. I talk to two different therapist weekly and start more next week, making it 5 times a week. I feel no improvements…
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