Intrusive thoughts are feeling so passive... like their always hiding in the back of my mind and it gives me this feeling when I’m relaxed and thinking about things... like it’s reminding me it’s always there and ready to trigger me... and it just did too...

Any one else deal with this? Like from the moment they wake up to the second they fall asleep, the intrusive thoughts are there?

Anyone else just have days where they feel more calm and don’t have as many intrusive thoughts? But then later at night time it just comes back so you only had relief even for a little bit 😞😞 I feel like even when I’m not having my OCD send me intrusive thoughts, I always have a feeling in my stomach that something is wrong/off or a sense of doom. I always just feel on edge and anxious as if my mind is always preparing itself for the next horrifying intrusive thought to torment me with ugh 🫠

for me, it's like there's two folders of my thoughts, 'main thoughts' and 'sub thoughts' and it's like a background voice of my background voice, you know? like so quiet and irrelevant but it's still here and i can try to ignore it but not fully and it feels like it's just really nasty, like it's warring with me, never shuts up and just keeps nagging me with those thoughts