- Username
- Finny Ann
- Date posted
- 6y ago
I remember obsessively praying out of fear as early as 7 or 8. Then as time wore on, I would have other habits showing up (10-12) where I couldn’t sleep without my door locked to my bedroom even though it was against my moms rules. I didn’t know it then, but I see those now as OCD traits.
@Amaranthe I also obsessively prayed out of fear around that age! It’s so crazy how our stories can be so similar
I started having these problems ever since I could remember. I saw that no one else did what I did so I thought I was the only one and kept it to myself. As I got older and it got worst I started thinking that other people must be going thru what I am so that is how I found OCD by researching.
same! I thought I was the only one but then my parents found out about my rituals
It’s so liberating to hear that I wasn’t the only kid with intrusive thoughts. I was probably 7 when it started. I wasn’t diagnosed until 25. I just recently began to connect some of my deep childhood fears to OCD after seeing how my deep fears of religious obsessions were something other people had! It gives me hope and helps take some of the power from the obsession to think “I’m not that original. Other people think this and it’s just a thought” Thanks to everyone for sharing their stories and helping is all feel less alone!
I was diagnosed with OCD at the age of 9. I would stay up all night because I was scared of the house burning down. I’ve lived with it from then on, but it has really damaged my life in the year and a half. I’m 25.
wow It's crazy how young it strikes but how old you realize it sometimes. I was diagnosed at age 11
2nd grade
I was 13 I got an intrusive thought about hurting my dad. It scared the shit out of me and I thought at first i was possessed by a demon
I'm 24 and have only really felt the symptoms come about then
sorry David it must have been hard I'm still a teenager and don't know what's gonna happen
Mine started around 7-8 but honestly I can’t remember a time when I didn’t struggle with it. It took me 13 years to realize I had OCD and it wasn’t until this year that I started to receive help. I’m 21 now and it has been a journey for sure
Sorry 18 years not 13
Mine started at age 14. In the year 1975. Been a long 43 years
Best to all the OCD sufferers
Complicated answer but...growing up with a parent with (undiagnosed) OCD that controlled everything our family did, my OCD things never stood out as abnormal. So it’s hard to place when it because bad because bad was our normal. I can place some things that were definitely OCD around 11 or 12 years old but before that I’m still trying to understand and remember. I was only diagnosed in recent months and I’m almost 26 now
I remember that it got really bad when I was in 6th grade. Didn’t get diagnosed until five years later.
Hi Finny Ann. My OCD started when is was very young (around 7 or 8 is my best guess). I just turned 49 a few days ago and continue to fight this disorder.
Mine started in my early 20s I think
I noticed it when I was about 15 in 1970. I didn’t learn the name and details of it until about 1993. I’m trying harder to manage it in recent years. It’s taken time to see and deal with how it gets in my way.
I was in elementary school when my OCD started.
So I’m wondering most of you it seems to have started in early teens but I didn’t notice anything until my 20s. Is that weird?
I think it depends on the individual! For some people it happens after a traumatic event. For me, it’s largely genetic probably so it makes sense it would have started early
of course!
anyone else ever think back to something they innocently did at a very young age and your ocd tells you it’s proof of whatever your worry or obsession is
How has everyone else's OCD progressed throughout their lives? Has everyone else always had severe OCD or did you live regular lives beforehand and encounter one point where it went from 0 to 100. Where are you now in your OCD Journey? I'm very curious as to everyone else's stories and have left mine below if you’d like to read it. From what I can remember, I went relatively undisturbed by OCD the majority of my middle/late childhood, only having about 1-3 thoughts a year that weren't super bothersome but did create a level of distress uncomparable to regular intrusive thoughts. They were mainly about my health and about my parents safety & wellbeing. The earliest memory about my OCD that really stood out was back in 5th Grade, when I hit my head on a swing set and immediately began reciting every moment leading up to injury as well as every math equation I knew to make sure my memory was still intact. The greater part of my adolescence was essentially the same and resembled what I believed to be a normal life, just with a couple of OCD thoughts sprinkled throughout it. I was able to function pretty well albeit depressed and somewhat anxious. It wasn't until I was close to my highschool graduation that I experienced the worst panic attack(at the time) at the idea that I would hurt my parents. It was so distressing because the thought felt so loud that I believed it was genuine which only caused more distress. I was so scared that I would act on the thought that I discarded all of my sharp objects and locked myself in my room. That was my first ever severe reaction I experienced due to OCD and was back in May of this year. I actually learned what OCD was the same night and realized that many of my newly found fears including mold growing in my walls and my parents disliking me were also caused by the OCD. Unfortunately learning that it was probably OCD wasn't enough to quell my fear and I engaged in a bunch of compulsions in the months to come, worsening my OCD In the process. June was alright. July was worse(I only had like three topics for obsessions which sounds great now). Late July-Early August was my tipping point . Things went from worse to profoundly terrible in a short period. I found this app late August which was great because I had grown exhausted. September was pretty bad but not as bad as August. Now it's October and life is somewhat good now. I've become more knowledgeable of OCD (big thanks to this app and my therapist) but I'm very far from done. There's still this looming sense of anxiety that follows me everywhere. I have like 20 obsessions now, some being larger and scarier than others but those smaller ones are still apparent. But, the fear has decreased as well as the mental compulsions that came with it. My mind is quieter now. However the anxiety has stayed the same. My heart still drops whenever my worst obsession is triggered. Headaches, brain fog, sweating, rapid heart rate, sense of being paralyzed, racing mind are commonplace in my life but I've learned to sit with the physical discomfort (not that it makes it any less terrifying). Anyways, I'm here now which is cool. I’d like to listen to others' experiences to get a better understanding of OCD and maybe feel a bit less alone. feel free to ask any questions.
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