- Date posted
- 3y ago
- User type
- OCD Conqueror
- Date posted
- 3y ago
Yes, I have it, and yes you can recover. Don’t seek assurance. It never works, at least not for long. OCD does not respond to logic either, you cannot rationalize it away. If we could, none of us would be here! You have to sit with the discomfort and the uncertainly. I have numerous themes of OCD but have managed to live with it, at a very tolerable level, successfully and happily. I’ve had periods of remission lasting years. And I’ve had times so bad that I thought nothing would ever be the same. The reality is that we change, we envolve. We grow. We can’t go back, so we have to go forward. You can take this bad thing, and these bad thoughts, and with work and patience you can use it to become stronger. I’m a firm believer that if you can handle OCD (any subtype), you can handle anything. Real-event OCD included in this. Listen to your counselor, trust the program, allow yourself to get comfortable being uncomfortable. You don’t need the assurance, and there’s nothing to prove. Your husband should be there, good times and bad to help you, but you are right. He’s not a tool for reassurance. I think it’s important to tell my wife when I’m not feeling well with OCD, but I force myself not to seek assurance from her. I don’t want her to think there’s an external problem, but I am cautious not to use her as a source of assurance. ERP is the answer for certain. You can do this.
- Date posted
- 3y ago
I was trying to find someone with this issue!!!!! All the thoughts I get are about my amazing wonderful boyfriend. Whether that be on the imperfections he has which makes my ocd make me think he's not attractive, the fact that I could leave him in the future, hurting him....it's so overwhelming and hard. He's the only one who can reassure me on these. I always have the urge to tell him these and I know I shouldn't since it's a compulsion. It's so so so hard especially when it's OCD's fault...cause I can't just flat out tell him him imperfections out of nowhere just because ocd made me think that. That would make him feel bad cause he has some self esteem issues. Gah it's so so hard to deal with these thought I cry so much thinking about them
- User type
- OCD Conqueror
- Date posted
- 3y ago
Definitely don’t use him for reassurance. It only helps at first and later does nothing. ERP is the only way to go. Always resist that compulsion. You can do it
- Date posted
- 3y ago
Thank you both so much for your replies. It’s so comforting knowing that there are others that truly understand. I would gladly swap my “theme” for another type of ocd. My husband is such a good man and yet I get so upset by these thoughts and images. He understands ocd, as I’ve learnt all about it he’s learnt too but he insists that if I truly trusted him ( I do) that I wouldn’t allow these thoughts to consume me but it feels like I have no choice. We both know that reassurance isn’t the answer but the desire to get it just overwhelms me at times. At the moment I’m having to sit with feeling constantly like I’m burying my head in the sand and ignoring something important. I just keep wanting to tell him this thought and have him reassurance me that it’s all rubbish and just ocd lies. In reality I know that’s a temporary solution that will perpetuate the problem. And it’s not helping his mental health either. It’s so unfair on him. I’m in UK and had CBT therapy some time ago which hasn’t really helped, just helped me understand what’s going on. Can I ask how you have applied ERP to this theme. I don’t think I could do the “ maybe it’s true” thing, I’d start to believe it even more!
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- Date posted
- 20w ago
When an intrusive thought comes I can’t just say “that’s not true” and just move on. I always feel like I have to disprove the thought and be able to say it with confidence but the problem is that the ocd doesn’t allow me to feel and say it with confidence so I get stuck for hours or even days. How can I stop feeling like I need to do this?
- Date posted
- 20w ago
I’ve just recently found out that Relationship OCD is a thing. I feel like I relate but it also feels like relationship trauma. I’m in a fairly new relationship and I keep telling myself that things are going great, we are good, he cares for me, but does he? There’s this unbelievable amount of self doubt that sits in me because of what my ex did to me many months ago. I kept getting told that I do too much, i smother, need constant reassurance, then got told that I don’t care enough, the things I do aren’t enough and that I’m not enough. I feel like I am waiting for the day that I get broken up with because of these “problems” just so I can be proven right at the fact that I should be considered unlovable. I go through this every month around my period because I get so emotional and nervous that I stress over the idea that he doesn’t like me. How does someone continue a relationship with Relationship OCD? How do I explain it?
- Date posted
- 13w ago
I'm struggling really hard with relationship obsessions. Do I really love my partner? How can I know? Am I really just faking it? That kind of thing. It's making my life and relationship a lot harder than they need to be. I could use a few helpful coping mechanisms, trying to move away from less helpful ones like chasing reassurance.
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