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I’m sorry
I feel like I’m a bad person
I feel like I’m a bad person
you're not a bad person. you're a confused and a scared person who wants to get better. maybe your thoughts are bad, maybe it's all fucked, what personally helped me get rid of ocd is that I took a leap of faith with Jesus. I never pushed my Christianity on people but on here I feel like I must, since it literally saved my life. Lean not on your own understanding and give God a chance whether you belive in him or not, but I promise you that he loves you and wants you to get to the other side of this. Take care
Hello , I feel usually the same when I am not doing compulsions .
That's a feeling. But it's not the truth. You were kind to me just now when no one else where there for me. Bad persons don't do that.
you are not alone. you are loved ❤️
I feel like a lot of my fears are actually just centered around what other people think of me because I'm scared of being abandoned and no one loving me anymore. I don't actually feel like my fears are about being a good person. And then when I have this thought it makes me feel even worse because many people here genuinely seem to be scared of being a bad person. I feel like an actual bad person who's more concerned with appearances than anything else :(. I keep having these thoughts like what kind of person am I when I'm alone and with my thoughts. And then I get scared to be alone.
I feel like a horrible person who doesn’t deserve to live. So even when I start feeling better I feel like I don’t deserve that. I just feel like a bad person who doesn’t care about anyone
Today I kind of snapped and I do feel bad. At Chipotle, a worker wasn’t letting me finish my order and every 2 seconds she kept saying “that’s it?” “That’s it?” Like rushing me, and I yelled, “YES, THATS IT!” I do feel bad because maybe she was having a bad day but I was also frustrated. I do regret it because I need to stay calm in situations, especially because I understand how hard it is to work in fast food, I’ve done it before. I was overwhelmed and frustrated, she kept talking over me and I couldn’t even think about what I wanted next. I’m irritated with myself but I also feel my feelings aren’t wrong, I just handled it in a negative way. Now my OCD has latched on the situation and I can’t stop thinking about it. I feel like I’m an awful person and like I need some sort of punishment, as if having OCD isn’t enough punishment. I did try to call the restaurant to apologize but no one answered. I sent an email with an apology to customer support, I’m not sure if she’ll even get it. I’m having so many ruminating and self deprecating thoughts now. I’m not a terrible person but I feel like I am
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