- Username
- Bea
- Date posted
- 6y ago
Do you have celebrity ocd/ obsession bea?
You’re not a waste of time. You are important. You are loved. You are worth it.
I’ll do the best I can :)
I’m really sorry, I don’t know who I’d contact that you already haven’t. I’ve done the best I can. Have a good day.
I don’t know you Bea but you are not a waste of time to me and not a waste of anything. You are worthy of everything that you see in everyone else
no..are you gonna try help me?i dont think so ...i get it.. but i wont stop feeling like this
if you would like talk at lest for a while.. my twitter is @mmartinezbead and instagram @bmarti_99
I’m here to talk if you need to. I don’t have other social media but I’ll do my best :)
an email?cause is a little long...
Maybe you could post it on here so we could all help you?
ok.. i will try do it short...I’m 36 almost 37 years ,spain. I dont have friends,my family ignores me,my father for me is like a monster,i have high anxiety and i cant sleep ,i eat so stressed isnt easy for me swallow. i think i told this once here ok whatever. A few years ago i discovered Glee one of the best show ever,everybody should see it . There were 2 boys Chris Colfer and Darren Criss and for different reasons they are so special and i feel they could help me at least listen and understand me first . i have tried write to different people too like fragile x associations on my country and in england plus usa where i would need live with my brother who is FX completely me too but its different cause i am a girl . Yes i asked help on my place to therapyst too and more. i have written letters to so many places like a bookstore i love in USA barnes and noble and i will tell you more if you would try help me at least to write someone to get Chris or Darren know about me . i write to trevor project too they use read me they are nice but i dont get answer me ?? what i need...And i could write more but i am gonna wait what you say...if its same i have heard always or not....anyway ....thank you?
Maybe you could say something like this :)) Hi! My name is Bea. The TV series “Glee” fills me with gaiety! I find I connect with the characters on levels I cannot explain, especially those played by Chris Colfer and Darren Criss. I hold these actors close. If there were any way I could express my gratitude towards these actors I would utterly embrace it! Thank you, Bea” Maybe you could email Barnes and Noble? All the best! d a i s y
i have done this by mail,twitter,instagram,letters...i think you like everybody wont try anything for me small or not i get it its ok we are not friends whatever...thank you and kisses?
i know i am so stupid ...told you... ok i am gonna stop... and thank you?
You’re not stupid. You’ve got this! d a i s y
i wouldnt say is an obession i have thought about it a lot Its true i am not ok i know that i think i am the one i see it Its true i like chris or darren very much but isnt an obession its different really it is Besides i have try contact to so many different people associations too who i think they could do something for me
I feel so pointless
TW: self-hate I’m a mean, petty, angry person. It’s hard not to be when you’re in my position. I know this mindset is closely tied to victim thinking but I’m 19 and I’m scared for my future. I don’t even really know who I am and when I say everybody in my life is on some fake shit I’m not lying. I’m not saying that for attention. I cut people off before they even get to start a conversation with me when I’m out in public because I don’t trust anybody. Female strangers be rude asf to me a lot of the time, male strangers be creepy asf to me most of the time. When I tussle with people I get VERY petty because I hate when people feel comfortable disrespecting me. When I say I had to fight everyone constantly growing up and now I’m an adult having to do the same shit it’s not for attention. And it sucks even more now because if I let my anger get out of control (ties into HOCD) even tho I have no desire to, it would have consequences. Idk I be so angry . I’m so fucking tired everybody in my life has been on some fake shit I can’t even exaggerate it enough. If I told y’all the shit my family be saying and doing to me since I was a child your jaw would drop. And I haven’t had friends for years because I’m socially awkward and weird as fuck. I really hate myself lmao. Idk what I’m looking for. Maybe I’m looking for attention. Maybe I’m looking for hope. I be trying to hard to glow up and become a better me but . I feel so stuck and angry all the time. I wanna know if I’m not the only one tho and if there is anybody who relates, did you get over it?
I feel so hopeless and alone right now. Even seeking therapy seems like a waste of time for me. Im just so tired of battling with my mind everyday and having not much of a support system. I just want to stay in bed and not do anything because even getting through the day feels so hard sometimes.
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