i am a waste of time is a waste of time try anything around here or wherever i just have a little hope inside that i will get it but i need someone else help me but i am invisible and i dont get it?...A lot of?

Do you have celebrity ocd/ obsession bea?

You’re not a waste of time. You are important. You are loved. You are worth it.

I’ll do the best I can :)

I’m really sorry, I don’t know who I’d contact that you already haven’t. I’ve done the best I can. Have a good day.

I don’t know you Bea but you are not a waste of time to me and not a waste of anything. You are worthy of everything that you see in everyone else

no..are you gonna try help me?i dont think so ...i get it.. but i wont stop feeling like this

if you would like talk at lest for a while.. my twitter is @mmartinezbead and instagram @bmarti_99

I’m here to talk if you need to. I don’t have other social media but I’ll do my best :)

an email?cause is a little long...

Maybe you could post it on here so we could all help you?

ok.. i will try do it short...I’m 36 almost 37 years ,spain. I dont have friends,my family ignores me,my father for me is like a monster,i have high anxiety and i cant sleep ,i eat so stressed isnt easy for me swallow. i think i told this once here ok whatever. A few years ago i discovered Glee one of the best show ever,everybody should see it . There were 2 boys Chris Colfer and Darren Criss and for different reasons they are so special and i feel they could help me at least listen and understand me first . i have tried write to different people too like fragile x associations on my country and in england plus usa where i would need live with my brother who is FX completely me too but its different cause i am a girl . Yes i asked help on my place to therapyst too and more. i have written letters to so many places like a bookstore i love in USA barnes and noble and i will tell you more if you would try help me at least to write someone to get Chris or Darren know about me . i write to trevor project too they use read me they are nice but i dont get answer me ?? what i need...And i could write more but i am gonna wait what you say...if its same i have heard always or not....anyway ....thank you?

Maybe you could say something like this :)) Hi! My name is Bea. The TV series “Glee” fills me with gaiety! I find I connect with the characters on levels I cannot explain, especially those played by Chris Colfer and Darren Criss. I hold these actors close. If there were any way I could express my gratitude towards these actors I would utterly embrace it! Thank you, Bea” Maybe you could email Barnes and Noble? All the best! d a i s y

i have done this by mail,twitter,instagram,letters...i think you like everybody wont try anything for me small or not i get it its ok we are not friends whatever...thank you and kisses?

i know i am so stupid ...told you... ok i am gonna stop... and thank you?

You’re not stupid. You’ve got this! d a i s y

i wouldnt say is an obession i have thought about it a lot Its true i am not ok i know that i think i am the one i see it Its true i like chris or darren very much but isnt an obession its different really it is Besides i have try contact to so many different people associations too who i think they could do something for me