- Username
- Bea
- Date posted
- 6y ago
Do you have celebrity ocd/ obsession bea?
You’re not a waste of time. You are important. You are loved. You are worth it.
I’ll do the best I can :)
I’m really sorry, I don’t know who I’d contact that you already haven’t. I’ve done the best I can. Have a good day.
I don’t know you Bea but you are not a waste of time to me and not a waste of anything. You are worthy of everything that you see in everyone else
no..are you gonna try help me?i dont think so ...i get it.. but i wont stop feeling like this
if you would like talk at lest for a while.. my twitter is @mmartinezbead and instagram @bmarti_99
I’m here to talk if you need to. I don’t have other social media but I’ll do my best :)
an email?cause is a little long...
Maybe you could post it on here so we could all help you?
ok.. i will try do it short...I’m 36 almost 37 years ,spain. I dont have friends,my family ignores me,my father for me is like a monster,i have high anxiety and i cant sleep ,i eat so stressed isnt easy for me swallow. i think i told this once here ok whatever. A few years ago i discovered Glee one of the best show ever,everybody should see it . There were 2 boys Chris Colfer and Darren Criss and for different reasons they are so special and i feel they could help me at least listen and understand me first . i have tried write to different people too like fragile x associations on my country and in england plus usa where i would need live with my brother who is FX completely me too but its different cause i am a girl . Yes i asked help on my place to therapyst too and more. i have written letters to so many places like a bookstore i love in USA barnes and noble and i will tell you more if you would try help me at least to write someone to get Chris or Darren know about me . i write to trevor project too they use read me they are nice but i dont get answer me ?? what i need...And i could write more but i am gonna wait what you say...if its same i have heard always or not....anyway ....thank you?
Maybe you could say something like this :)) Hi! My name is Bea. The TV series “Glee” fills me with gaiety! I find I connect with the characters on levels I cannot explain, especially those played by Chris Colfer and Darren Criss. I hold these actors close. If there were any way I could express my gratitude towards these actors I would utterly embrace it! Thank you, Bea” Maybe you could email Barnes and Noble? All the best! d a i s y
i have done this by mail,twitter,instagram,letters...i think you like everybody wont try anything for me small or not i get it its ok we are not friends whatever...thank you and kisses?
i know i am so stupid ...told you... ok i am gonna stop... and thank you?
You’re not stupid. You’ve got this! d a i s y
i wouldnt say is an obession i have thought about it a lot Its true i am not ok i know that i think i am the one i see it Its true i like chris or darren very much but isnt an obession its different really it is Besides i have try contact to so many different people associations too who i think they could do something for me
I feel so pointless
I feel so hopeless and alone right now. Even seeking therapy seems like a waste of time for me. Im just so tired of battling with my mind everyday and having not much of a support system. I just want to stay in bed and not do anything because even getting through the day feels so hard sometimes.
I'm really tired. Since i wake up, i'm constantly tired. I would sleep all day. And every visit i do, i keep getting gaslighted, or not taking seriously. Every time i try to talk with mumy friends, and i feel worse, because they can do so much in one day, maybe even 3 or 4 fully activities, when i have to choose if i prefer to survive (so eat wash etc) or do something useful (study, hobby). I can't do both, without my body completely hurting. I feel so hopeless, it never changes i am useless for myself:(
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