Will I ever be a girl again ? Is this just my life now ? At this point it’s just making me depressed. I feel idk who I am anymore and the person thought I was is fading completely. It hurts to see other pretty girl doing great in life like that’s what I wanted . I wanted to be a pretty girl who loved her self and did good in life . I want a husband, baby all of that shit . And I feel like this just holds me back from living up to my true potential.

Remember. You’re already there, our natural state is one of security and calm, it’s just the other mental stuff that gets in the way. We’re all going to come out of this so much stronger and better than we ever were!

naj i feel the same way . i have completely lost my identity with this stupid tocd theme or whatever it is . we will get through this i promise

i feel exactly the same

Sorry for spamming but this post was just too real and i can relate so much. I jusr feel like even my feminity is lost. I feel less girly and pretty like i used to. Its effecting me so much

You hit it right on the nose I feel the same way . All of my potential to be who I initially wanted to be is vanished and that’s what hurts the most

I known girl i feel you so much. That truly hurts the most. I had plans for the future amazing plans thst made me happy. But now.. nothing is left of that girl.

Hey girls, I’m a guy suffering with this too...but you know what I keep reminding myself, it HAS to be for a reason. I don’t mean transition, I mean when we come out of this on the other side we will be so sure of ourselves

It’s okay to be lost for awhile. I know it’s scary and the longer it goes on the scarier it can feel, but sometimes people just need to wander for a bit to rediscover who they really are. You may not feel a connection to some of the old stuff you used to like. That’s okay. You can still play with make up. You can still learn new techniques and skills. If it doesn’t feel as fun as it used to, so what. It will again someday when this is all over. Keep doing it and let it feel however it feels.

Thank you:) it just sucks sometimes bevaude i feel like im missing out but i guess i should be patient

It’s crazy . Never in my life would have thought something like this would even be possible. It hurts

Omg I couldnt have said it better. I feel sooo exactly the same like i just wanted to be a succesful Woman and find myself a man and have his children. Now my life has just drowned. Its like all the potential in me is gone and im not getting the most out of life and im missing everything because i feel like this. I cant help but be jalouse of pretty girls who are doing good because i want to be like them, i wouldve been like them but my mental health is ruining that person. Why do i have to go trough this... i alwyas had my passions in life, i liked fashion and makeup and even that my mental health took from me. Suddenly i dont feel the joy of it snymore and all my future dreams make me feel numb instead of passionate and joyful...

I feel not like the girl i thought i would be. 14 yo would be so dissapointed to see where im at now. I truly had potential but now im just lost anf empty. I didnt think i could lose my whole Identity. Im scared that indtead of getting my Old self back i have to rebuild myself. I dont want to

@hocdgirlsummer you expressed all my feelings in words I feel the exact same way as you . I want to be like them too . And I was into makeup too i had a passion for makeup and now it’s just gone ...

I know exactly. Its like i have a whole identity crisis while i always used to know who i was. I had a strong personality and i was actually exciting to live my life. Now its all just emptyness and im anxious 24/7 i miss the old me so much. I truly loved life. I miss me who could just watch yt tutorials endlessy and dream one day i would be as fashionable as them. Now it doesnt make me happy snymroe. And people say that you change so its okay that i will find new interests but its like no! That actually is me and im not changing its just that my mentall health is turning against me and its killing my identity. I always couldnt wait to be older to get a boyfriend and wear heels and all thst but now Im at an age where i actually am allowed to do all that but now i cant. My mental Health is blocking that and it makes me so mad. At this age i should be happy, partying doing my makeup. But now all of thst doesnt make me feel like i used to. I miss those feelings so much. My dreams got ruined before i could even live them. Not once did i get to go to a party when i still was okay. But suddenly boys hit me up and people invite me and then i feel like this? Its so unfair. I wish i could feel alive again. Even music i cant enjoy anymore

I feel you girl

Me too makes me have such low self esteem

Yeah I feel the same way ...

This also made me feel soo inpure and not the innocent girl i used to be. I never had a boyfriend and i couldnr wait to give him my all and he had to be worth it. But now i feel like all my innocense is gone. Like my mind is just poisoned with the disgusting thoughts.