- Date posted
- 1y
Scared
im scared that im a psyhopath and that im just pretending to be a nice person and i that i dont have empathy im so scared omg
im scared that im a psyhopath and that im just pretending to be a nice person and i that i dont have empathy im so scared omg
True psychopaths rarely worry or get concerned, so the fact that you’re worrying that you are one means you aren’t. If you were you wouldn’t care this much. (I’m not a professional, hopefully you have a therapist and if you do let them know about this concern.) But this definitely just sounds like pure OCD
@Gwumbo what if im the only psyhopath that worries about being one
@denidom yes i have a therapist and im going to tell her next week
@denidom This is definitely OCD my friend, your brain is coming up with any excuse to prove your fears right, “a psychopath that worries that they’re a psychopath” is an oxymoron. Those two descriptions scientifically contradict one another. I’m glad to hear you have a therapist, for now, please try some mindfulness activities and I wish you the best.
lol I don’t mean to laugh because I struggle with this as well, but it’s actually so silly reading it from someone else. Like if I was with you right now I’d tell you how silly you sound and not to worry! Try to think how you would react if someone you loved came to you with this thought? What would you say. We have so much empathy and understanding for others at times and hardly any for ourselves
i’m so scared im going to lose control and end up locked up or something. this is so exhausting!! i worry that what i have isn’t OCD and that im genuinely insane and im gonna end up in big trouble or that the urges i have are going to actually happen. i dont want to think these things ! i feel like a horrible human being!!
so i start therapy tomorrow. but bro it’s just getting worse and im so scared. like the thoughts are getting more frequent and i genuinely feel evil and i hate it. i keep thinking what if i do it and im scared im eventually gonna. i’m scared i give off a creepy vibe or im lying to myself or others. please tell me is this ocd? do i need to be actually worried? i’m really freaking out
i’m terrified to get a diagnosis. What if it’s not actually OCD??? I made a list of reasons why i think so and then i think what if im lying and i actually don’t do this stuff and am just dramatic and i just want to have OCD so then my thoughts are justified?? I have struggled in the past year with Pocd & Rocd and then also some bits of thinking im constantly in danger or being watched? I’m scared.
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