- Username
- mbers
- Date posted
- 45w ago
wtf???
Is anyone else so exhausted of OCD being a joke? I’m wondering when laughing about mental illness became funny.
Is anyone else so exhausted of OCD being a joke? I’m wondering when laughing about mental illness became funny.
Personally I feel it is best to take it all in stride. The average person isn’t familiar with most disorders or diseases. Unless it affects them directly it is not their responsibility to know about it .
I hate when people just think it's about cleaning, hand washing. They have no idea how terrible it can be with the intrusive thoughts
If I have one more coworker say “I’m being a little ocd!” “Ahh my ocd is showing!” “I’m ocd I have to have it this way!” And it’s just another QUIRK for organization and tidiness I AM GOING TO SCREAM!! Even before I knew I had OCD, it bugged me so much. Even more now!!!
It's hard for them to understand because they've probably never experienced anything like it. I've joked about the cleaning compulsions saying I'd rather have that than the other themes I've had, as I dislike cleaning and at least it would be done. I know in reality I wouldn't want the compulsion as triggers would be everywhere and you'd hate doing it even more if anything. Doing compulsions is not a satisfactory seeking thing, it's behavioural relief. Doing it is extremely stressful and not enjoyable at all. Don't expect the average person to understand. They won't. It's not your job to educate them either. It might be better to refrain from reacting to this if it happens in real life. If they want to understand then you can enlighten them.
Not everyone cleans as a compulsion either. So messed up.
*I came across this post on facebook*
I’m tired guys. I’m tired of thinking something is always wrong with my health, tired of letting random symptoms/ sensations take over my brain and make me think something is horribly wrong. Tired of thinking I need to go to the doctors to get X & Y looked at. I’m tired of always assuming worst case scenario. I’m tired of constantly thinking if something is unethical/ immoral if I don’t do something, tired of always thinking I’m offending a religious higher being, tired of thinking I’m a bad/ disgusting person for my thoughts. I’ve had OCD ruin so many things for me that should have been fun. It’s ruined intercourse/ intimacy because of religious thoughts, or I keep thinking about STDs/ infections. I’ve been having panic attacks lately, something I’ve never experienced, because of life changes and it’s all gotten in the way of my structured life and it’s been very uncomfortable. Lately I’ve been feeling like I’m in danger, or nothing is real. Right now I’m fearing the most that I’m losing my mind, who I am, and I’m just so scared of my mental health getting worse and going manic or developing a dangerous mental illness. My mental health has NEVER been this bad. This is all new and it’s so scary. I was just fine a few months ago, sure I was dealing with other OCD stuff, the intrusive thoughts, the fears, the repetitive actions just to make sure something is the way I want it/ brings me comfort. But ever since my structure was changed/ ruined, it’s all been downhill. I just finished an EMT program, and that messed with me. Saw/ experienced things I’ve never done before and man, it’s really messed with me. Working on getting a new job in healthcare but still don’t have insurance so getting a new OCD specialized therapist has been difficult. Can someone relate just so I don’t feel like I’m crazy?..
Ocd is just so exhausting.. i ahte myself and im just so disgusted by the way i am .
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