- Username
- stargirlll
- Date posted
- 40w ago
Don’t throw yourself away. I know it feels like a tempting solution, but once you make the decision to leave, you can’t undo it. Whatever is happening in your life right now will pass even though it seems like it won’t. Good times are coming. New friends are coming. New opportunities are coming. Just hang on. I swear that you’ll be happy again sooner than you think.
You will not! Feelings are not always facts! You have more control than you think! This is your life! Your mind and soul....fight for it! You deserve better. Do all that you are able to preserve your life and when you need to rest or cry...it's ok...cry..rest. Be kind to yourself. No one and I mean no one would pick this suffering so know that this will one day pass. May not feel like it will however remember what I said about feelings. You really are not alone.
It feels as real as it can get today, I’m in such a bad flare with my ocd lately and I don’t know what’s happened. I was doing so so well and I’m back to this horrible place. Everything is getting to me, the real details especially. It’s all just consuming me today. I feel terrible.
I dont have ocd. I really dont. It feels like im actually a lesbian. I dont feel anything for guys. I dont know how to describe my feelings. It feels like i cant escape my body or my mind. I feel stuck. It feels real. It must be real. But i cant imagine that its real. But it feels so real like im actually a lesbian. I dont want to be. Today i had urges to come out. I feel depressed. I dont wanna live. I cant escape. I just have to accept that im a lesbian.
i had a really bad an intense real event obsession for the past two days like extremely anxiety and nausea inducing it felt like unbearable like i was panicking and going to die. but i woke up and ive been fine all day, my brain wont think, it just wont produce any anxiety-evoking thoughts or compulsions, why? like everything feels normal and even when i purposefully think about the obsession its almost like its muffled i dont feel any anxiety and its like my brain wont produce any thoughts around it, it just wont. i feel like an absolute faker. is this normal? what if this means its all fake?
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