feels real

Don’t throw yourself away. I know it feels like a tempting solution, but once you make the decision to leave, you can’t undo it. Whatever is happening in your life right now will pass even though it seems like it won’t. Good times are coming. New friends are coming. New opportunities are coming. Just hang on. I swear that you’ll be happy again sooner than you think.

You will not! Feelings are not always facts! You have more control than you think! This is your life! Your mind and soul....fight for it! You deserve better. Do all that you are able to preserve your life and when you need to rest or cry...it's ok...cry..rest. Be kind to yourself. No one and I mean no one would pick this suffering so know that this will one day pass. May not feel like it will however remember what I said about feelings. You really are not alone.