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Its my birthday but im not celebrating😔 why celebrate when things just keep getting worse for me im not happy at all😐
Its my birthday but im not celebrating😔 why celebrate when things just keep getting worse for me im not happy at all😐
i understand what thats like. but still happy birthday. Things will get better. I hope the best for you.
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I understand but still, happy birthday.🤍it’ll get better.
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Happy Bday! I get it. I was having a tough time and was sobbing on my bday a few weeks ago. Hang in there!
Happy late birthday💖🥹🙏
happy birthday! :) i totally understand how you’re feeling. i cried like 6 seperate times on my most recent brithday bc of my OCD. it’s not easy, but do the best you can to have a good day, and know that nothing lasts forever ☮️ i’m rooting for you
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Happy birthday - we‘re happy you’re here!!
I wish i was😔💖🙏
Happy Birthday! I did this too but if you wait until you feel better you’ll later realize later you missed it. Do want you want to do and don’t let OCD stop you.
Ill try😭💖🙏
@yesi7 You are stronger than OCD tells you you are! Hugs!
Happy birthday you’re not alone💕 My birthday is in a few days and I’m feeling anxious because I know I don’t have anything to do for it
Happy early birthdayy💖 dont be celebrate itttt💖 i wish i was happy to even do anything😔
@yesi7 Thankyou so much and just debating whether to because I find it a lot of pressure to be happy on my birthday when I’ve got ocd thoughts in my head all the time 💖
happy birthday!! i hope things get better <3
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I understand but try to have a blessed day and your on the right path now,recovery is possible,never give up and i hope you have a good birthday and several reasons to be blessed for another day to be with loved ones
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I turned 20 years old today. Ive been reflecting a lot. Since ive joined this app ive been an ever changing person. Which is good i want to change i want to be good but i still feel the same inside. Especially when i feel like this. Feel of dread an anxiety. This sense of foreboding i hate. I just feel so sad. I didn’t have good teenage years. Ive just been sad since it began and now thats its over i dont know what to expect. Im scared. Im no longer a child im a full fledged adult. Everything feels so far away but everything still hurts. Im scared for my future but looking ahead at the same time. What do i do now that im 20? Do i drop my interests? Move out? I dont know i feel like i need to do something. I dont want to spiral but i feel so much dread. I dont know what to do.
im so tired of trying to express my feeling and feeling so dumb. im so angry and my chest hurts from sadness and stress all the time with no one to talk to, this is so lonely. the only friend i had got annoyed with me and said maybe this is happening because i dont listen. i hate this so much and i gained so much weight from stress. i cant look pretty or happy if i tried.
All my real events are hitting me all at once and i genuinely despise my existence right now... i feel so alone and genuinely horrible and nothing is working for me right now... im trying to not ask for reassurance but its so dang tough and i dont know what to do... please someone help me... i feel so so so so so alone right now...
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