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Celebrate
Its my birthday but im not celebrating😔 why celebrate when things just keep getting worse for me im not happy at all😐
Its my birthday but im not celebrating😔 why celebrate when things just keep getting worse for me im not happy at all😐
i understand what thats like. but still happy birthday. Things will get better. I hope the best for you.
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I understand but still, happy birthday.🤍it’ll get better.
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Happy Bday! I get it. I was having a tough time and was sobbing on my bday a few weeks ago. Hang in there!
Happy late birthday💖🥹🙏
happy birthday! :) i totally understand how you’re feeling. i cried like 6 seperate times on my most recent brithday bc of my OCD. it’s not easy, but do the best you can to have a good day, and know that nothing lasts forever ☮️ i’m rooting for you
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Happy birthday - we‘re happy you’re here!!
I wish i was😔💖🙏
Happy Birthday! I did this too but if you wait until you feel better you’ll later realize later you missed it. Do want you want to do and don’t let OCD stop you.
Ill try😭💖🙏
@yesi7 You are stronger than OCD tells you you are! Hugs!
Happy birthday you’re not alone💕 My birthday is in a few days and I’m feeling anxious because I know I don’t have anything to do for it
Happy early birthdayy💖 dont be celebrate itttt💖 i wish i was happy to even do anything😔
@yesi7 Thankyou so much and just debating whether to because I find it a lot of pressure to be happy on my birthday when I’ve got ocd thoughts in my head all the time 💖
happy birthday!! i hope things get better <3
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I understand but try to have a blessed day and your on the right path now,recovery is possible,never give up and i hope you have a good birthday and several reasons to be blessed for another day to be with loved ones
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as the title says. i am trying, i really am but i cant help but think that i have been gay this whole time. it feels like i can never be happy again unless i come out. i cant do it anymore. everyday is hard. there are not easy days. i just want to love my partner and i cant. i look at him and i get this wave of anxiety and guilt. why can i just be me again? i miss the days there this was just a past thing. i feel alone and i feel stuck like this forever. my heart hurts all the time. i am trying to sit with uncertainty but i cant because it feels certain and that i know i am gay but i dont want to be. its really really sad. i hate my life and i need it to end. bye.
I’m feeling kind of sad cause today was not a really good day in terms of my ocd. I was feeling kind of foggy/numb and that send me to spiraling. I’m 21 years old currently studying but my family has been having trouble with money for the last couple years(we’re just me and my mom) and I kinda want to get a job but everything is far from my home and I wouldn’t be able to return back at night, also it’s either way more expensive to move or the schedule wouldn’t let me take my classes. The point is that because of that every time my mom is stress tends to treat me bad, she speaks to me like I’m stupid or she just screams to nothing cursing all life and everything and that actually makes me feel soo bad and guilty for not doing anything, I know it’s hard for me to get a job that actually helps us without quitting school but that doesn’t stop me from feeling like I’m a burden. I want to help, I want to maybe hug her or something but I know she will be angrier and probably will reject it. So that’s it, I just feel like she punishes me for the stress she’s carrying and I get it but one day is happy and it feels like all love and the next is treating me like that, Idk it’s hard (also I feel like I shouldn’t be saying this cause it’s all my fault) 🫤
TW I’m feeling really bad about myself today. I feel like a fraud and a liar. I’ve been unable to enjoy my time with my girlfriend because I’m bombarded with my thoughts. I’ve been asking for reassurance from so many people and nothing is helping. Nothing makes me feel better anymore and I’m worried that this is just how it’s going to be for forever. I miss when I could just be happy and not overthink so much. I miss being able to get through my days without this crippling anxiety. I’m worried there’s going to be a day where I realize I have no fight left in me
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