kaylaxo
- Date posted
- 31w ago
Tired (possible rocd tw)
I don’t think I’ll ever be good enough..I’ll always have issues and ocd relapses. My bf needs someone better.
stxrmadsstxrmads
- Date posted
- 31w ago
you're not alone in feeling this, but we can do this!
kaylaxokaylaxo
- Date posted
- 31w ago
@stxrmads Thank you. I hate that other people feel this way too but in a way I’m glad there are people who understand
stxrmadsstxrmads
- Date posted
- 31w ago
@kaylaxo knowing there are people out there who understand exactly how I feel makes me feel less alone and gives me encouragement that I can work through this. I understand you 🫶
avxavx
- Date posted
- 31w ago
This definitely resonates with me, too. I've kind of found that it boils down to choice. As long as you are both safe and decent to each other (up to interpretation, but generally, physically and emotionally safe) then it's up to each partner to decide to stay or leave. In this case, you feel that your partner would be better off with someone else, but just remember that that's their choice.
kaylaxokaylaxo
- Date posted
- 31w ago
@avx Thank you. You’re right 😊
Amara Amara
- Date posted
- 31w ago
I know it's hard for you because of this situation with ocd but I remember you were in love if still you are don't give up because any relationship has It's own ups and downs, totally. Just remember the early days of your relationship and try to act like those days .Remember, love is a precious gift, and you are worthy and shouldn't think Your boyfriend deserves anyone else. While you both love each other, No one can fill that gap for you.
kaylaxokaylaxo
- Date posted
- 31w ago
@Anonymous - Thank you so much ☺️
Amara Amara
- Date posted
- 31w ago
You're welcome 🙂. I wish you the best as you want.
vaIentinevaIentine
- Date posted
- 31w ago
i feel the same way
kaylaxokaylaxo
- Date posted
- 31w ago
@vaIentine I’m so sorry :(
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- Date posted
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- Date posted
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😞
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